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Shit post blog 🤷‍♂️

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Masterlist

I’m currently in the midst of making a request list (I said that last time but it’s okay.) I have some drafts saved but it’s pretty safe to say that I’m into the fandoms listed here (I’ll edit this when it becomes outdated.)

Our life:

Qiu Lin

Qiu Lin x shy reader

Qiu Lin soft moments

Tamarack Baumann

Tamarack Baumann x popular reader

Tamarack Baumann soft moments

Love and Deepspace

ZRX x Closeted transgender reader

Reverie Audios

Lauriet family rambles

Cyril Lauriet headcanons

Riparian wood works headcanons

Blooming Panic

LI x author reader

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How it feels defending and not immediately hating Chiwa just because of what happened in episode 1.

I have not finished the manga. Do not give me spoilers.

It is unbelievable how people ignore the fact that Chiwa is the same age if not a little older or a little younger than Rudo is. She’s roughly 15 and whilst age doesn’t excuse being an asshole, how else was someone supposed to act when someone they knew was believed to have killed his own dad?

Think back to their childhood in the sphere. Rudo and Chiwa would’ve known each other for at least 10 years if not their whole lives. Chiwa would have heard the exact same shit people had said to and about Rudo, how he’s the son of a killer and that he would eventually be one too. Whilst they were friends, hearing that shit for a minimum of 10 YEARS would be internalised even just a bit.

Not to mention her own mother doesn’t like Rudo either. I’m under a belief that Chiwa doesn’t actually feel that way at all, Rudo may have misheard from being MILES AWAY, or Chiwa was told to say that. I heard some other theories but I won’t get into it.

Point is. I think it’s borderline misogynistic to glaze Tamsy or Zodyl or… literally any other “bad” character, but then can’t stand the 15 year old girl?

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Blah blah, Cyril Lauriet who’s going to grow older than Dove because of unfortunate elf lifespans and will probably watch Dove die, all of their work either withering away along with their body or Dove going down in history as a renowned scientist who made an amazing breakthrough in elemental sorcery.

Cyril Lauriet who watches as new scientists come in, try to continue Dove’s work but knowing deep down that no one will ever be the same as Dove. Blah blah, etc etc.

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Y’know how hair always gets stuck in the shower drain?

You think Johnny Splash is unshaved as fuck? I feel like it was criminal to not give him a single STRAND of chest hair

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"Romance x Mira!" , "Mira x Abby!" NO. THE SHIPNAME IS MIROMABBY. LET THEM ALL BE POLY.

I am SICK of people excluding one of the boys out or acting like it's only one of the two boys and Mira. In my silly delusions, they're ALL together and are in a beautiful polyamorous relationship.

[heartattackblackdye]

but polytrix tho

[1moldshouldbedoinghomeworknow]

Polytrix too

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I mean miromabby is better than romance and Mira or Abby an Mira but still

[v3x-y0urs3lf]

I’m a multishipper, I like both ships

It’s mainly the poly rep I’m after, happy shipping!

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Baby saja Redraws. I love his colour pallette. My baby has a deep rap voice and even has nail paint on (>.<)y-~ Thank you for the icons @v3x-y0urs3lf (* ´ ▽ ` *) I need to draw more poses i am not finished drawing, really like this sketchbook type unfinished scratchy marker like style in digital art that i accidentally found, because of learning 3d maya poly modelling hard surfaces and shit right now, every thing is so polished and too accurate for my eyes I can't take it. I needed to let out my frustrations on this.

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"Romance x Mira!" , "Mira x Abby!" NO. THE SHIPNAME IS MIROMABBY. LET THEM ALL BE POLY.

I am SICK of people excluding one of the boys out or acting like it's only one of the two boys and Mira. In my silly delusions, they're ALL together and are in a beautiful polyamorous relationship.

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Baby Saja icons!

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''what if my writing isn't good eno--'' what if it's a reflection of your soul. what if it has a place in this world. what if you write it anyway

[nondelphic]

“can i read your draft?” can you survive secondhand embarrassment?

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If my grades don’t stop dropping my pants certainly will.

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Arcane Eve the Firelight — Season 1 spoilers(?)

What do you think happened to Eve’s body in Arcane?

When Scar and Ekko flee, they aren’t able to take anything else with them. Scar has to go back to get Ekko and I’m pretty sure they leave 3(?) people behind. (Eve + 2 people below the deck? Jinx might’ve killed them but I haven’t see that episode in a while.)

This isn’t some Marvel movie where "oh, body hasn’t been seen, she’s alive." But something has to have happened to it seeing as when Caitlyn goes to investigate later, there’s nothing there.

In fact, there isn’t even an outline of a body like in real life crime investigations. Maybe someone went back to cover up the fact that someone died, maybe Piltover enforcers took the body for investigation. But a death is never mentioned when the crime at the docks is ever investigated.

As if no one knows that it even happened.

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I would just like to be acknowledged that it is almost 40° today and they’re STILL making me go to school.

Australia is NOT for the faint hearted.

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I've got one more document to do before I'm done with homework. (Insert sigh emoji here.)

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I have got SO much fucking homework to do and school is, like, a week away.

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Jinx and Powder names

I saw someone comment on how ‘Powder’ is something of a deadname to Jinx— and I’m not saying I don’t agree with that, it’s just I don’t fully agree with the idea that Jinx hates the name ‘Powder’ or necessarily being called Powder.

Mind you, I haven’t finished Arcane and it is taking me a GOD awful long while to.

From the spoilers I’ve seen, Jinx verbally corrects people whenever they call her ‘Powder’. She also doesn’t react positively when people (In one instance, Ekko) calls her ‘Powder’ and genuinely blows herself up. She also reacts physically (breath hitching) when Viktor calls her Powder.

Like the name Powder is a curse (intended like the word ‘Fuck’, but ‘Curse’ as in magic works too) Which is interesting to me, because the name Jinx seems like the bigger ‘curse’ here.

And here is where my (probably obvious) headcanon comes in.

Jinx does not hate the name Powder, she hates the idea the name Powder brings.

Powder and Jinx are obviously very different people, but there are still similarities as we see in the AU.

But I’ll mainly focus on Young Powder.

Powder is a child who is shown to be very dependent on the people around her, not only to seemingly survive but to also entertain herself. Which we see in both how she relies on the help of others and immediately goes to the bar(?) to chat with Vander whilst Vi and the others are busy. (I honestly don’t remember what they were doing, I think that was the scene Vi was defending Powder from Mylo, though.)

Essentially, Powder was a physically and mentally weak kid. Which, understandable, she was a kid.

Powder was naive, but she was smart. Powder was able to see value in objects, which was something Mylo, and potentially both Vi and Claggor were unable to do. (Though, I’m pretty sure Vi only implied that to get Mylo off Powder’s back and potentially help Powder feel more useful.) Powder was also mature, or at least was a lot more mature compared to the Jinx in season 1.

Jinx has obviously changed a lot since Powder. Powder was someone who needed protecting and help to survive, Jinx is someone who didn’t care on whether or not she survived and had countless times shown that with her suicidal tendencies.

Powder is someone no one would want to be. A burden.

Jinx is someone who everyone had given up on, insisting on being a ‘Jinx’ when someone tried to show potential in change for her.

Jinx is seemingly a name used for Powder(at least in childhood) when she has not only done something wrong, but when they have lost faith in her. As seen in (I believe two out of two times) of someone calling her a ‘Jinx’.

By calling Jinx ‘Powder’, someone is essentially putting faith in her. They believe that she is still, or has the potential to be, a defenceless, physically weak, dependent child. I’m not saying that’s what Powder is, I’m saying that I believe that’s what Jinx sees Powder as.

There are instances when Jinx allows people to call her ‘Powder’, though.

Vander

Someone else who I can’t find clips of. (I think it was Isha, but she more acknowledges herself as Powder rather than calling herself Powder.)

This is Jinx no longer being weak. By calling her ‘Jinx’, someone is accepting that she has changed; that Powder is no longer around and therefore no longer a weak, defenceless, dependent person.

But there are people (I’m saying person.) who Jinx will allow herself to fall into ‘Powder’ with and allow to see her as Powder. Vander. She doesn’t need to be Jinx around him, she doesn’t need him to know how far she’s fallen and she doesn’t need him to acknowledge that she has changed.

Vander is an exception to Jinx being acknowledged because, in my opinion, Jinx doesn’t want Vander to lose complete faith in her.

Okay, I wasn’t going to add this into the Final Cut, but I did want to say— when I was finding clips to talk about, Jinx is having a talk with Isha and

“I thought I was rid of her for good.”

Obviously, this is post-shimmer so it could just mean that ‘Oh, Powder drowned. She’s ‘dead’, No more’. But I am taking this as Jinx completely denying and disregarding Powder’s existence at one stage.

She denies being Powder, she denies being weak. She has always been a Jinx.

Only in Season 2, she accepts that Powder was a thing now that Isha represents Powder.

Isha is small, she’s a child and she’s very creative— Just like Powder. Powder looked up to someone just like Isha did, Isha was a tinkerer (Although I’m pretty sure she picked that up from Jinx) and Isha had a knack of getting into trouble and needing to be saved.

Also, I’m not using past tense on purpose. I always do that, don’t mind me.

But Isha also represents a lot of what Powder wasn’t. Isha doesn’t back down in the face of danger and Isha very much shows that she wasn’t afraid to do the wrong thing if she thought it would help the ones she cared about (which is what Powder did with Monkey Bomb.) except Isha executed her plan perfectly.

Even before the war, Jinx had accepted Powder as something she no longer minded now that Isha was around.

I don’t know what else to add so I’m finishing it here. Just a cliff note, these are my interpretations and I don’t have to be right! (I, however, will think that I’m right because I’m egotistical like that.) thank you for reading.

Edit: because it’s no longer 2 in the morning for me, I’ll add on a final thought.

After Isha, Jinx realises how similar Isha and Powder were— but Isha was anything but defenceless, weak and whilst Isha was dependent, Isha was just as brave (if not braver) than Powder was at presumably her(Isha’s) age.

I believe the reason Jinx accepts that Powder was a thing now is due to being able to see the similarities in Powder and Isha. Powder was someone who made mistakes and Isha? Isha was someone who— whilst also making mistakes to try and help others has good intentions and is overall a good kid.

So perhaps Powder wasn’t so bad after all.

Perhaps it’s okay for Powder to have existed, even if she is now Jinx.

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A headcanon that Nico likes to shadow travel behind Will.

I like the thought that Will is tall enough to cast a shadow big enough for Nico to shadow travel to. Not matter what area he is in.

So whenever you're in a room with Will Solace it is guaranteed Nico Di Angelo will be appearing behind out of nowhere.

Although Will scolds him, he admits that he likes Nico sneaking up behind him and suddenly wrapping his arms around him when doing so.

It's a pleasant surprise he's actually gotten used to quickly. Because he notices Nico always shadow travels behind him whenever overwhelemed or just plain tired of people.

Will is very much content and used to this, but the others aren't so chill about it. It freaks them out everytime they spot Nico glaring at them from behind Will knowing there wasn't ANY body there.

The seven: "Hey, Will? Where's Nico?"

Will: "Huh? Oh he's right here."

Nico with his arms around Will's waist popping his head to the side: "Hi."

The seven: *Unholy screeches.*

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Now imagine Will and Nico using this to fuck with some of the younger campers. Just like,

Camper who’s just a fan of the spooky stuff or whatever:

Will: "oh, hey, I can summon Nico/A demon/The Ghost King."

Camper: "really!?"

Nico conveniently teleporting behind Will casually: "Sup."

Y’know? Yeah? This is cool, right?