Moving on
Tags: cheater!lLevi x reader, bit angst, strong reader, commander reader, neautral reader
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You want to strangle him on the spot, but you can't.
You saw the woman beneath him, her legs were spread wide, allowing him to move over her with ease. His warm, muscular torso met her soft, delightful skin, and she let out a sweet, honey-flavored groan.
This unravels everything you need to understand the distance he’s kept since your return from the expedition just a few days ago. It felt like a devastating blow, shattering your heart into countless fragments. In an instant, all the hopes and dreams you had meticulously crafted for a perfect future with him were tossed aside, leaving you feeling lost and adrift in a sea of confusion and sorrow.
You feel a surge of emotion rising within you, a raw need to scream out your frustration and disbelief. You want answers, to grasp the reasons behind his actions that have left you shattered. You had opened up to him in ways that felt incredibly intimate, sharing the deepest corners of your heart. You trusted him enough to make love, to bear not only your body but the delicate layers of your soul. You confided in him about your dreams, your ambitions, and the haunting memories of your past. You shared stories that revealed your vulnerabilities, along with your simmering rage toward the lackluster performance of your fellow soldiers on missions, their failures weighing heavily on your conscience.
Is he lonely while you were gone long? Is he bored? Not interested in you?
No.
He did this to himself while you were out of the field fighting for your life.
Levi's eyes widened, and he ceased to move as he gazed up. The woman beneath him whimpers, begging for his pleasure while you suppress a disdainful grunt. You want to embarrass this bitch by dragging her out of his bedroom nude and exposing to your fellow soldiers that the strongest soldier in humanity has cheated on you and had fuck this bitch behind your back.
Instead, you collected yourself, your eyes bulging with hurt, rage, and uncertainty, and you did the most bizarre thing you have ever done in your life—unlike anything you have ever done before, not even with your comrades.
Smack!
The woman gasps and looks up in disbelief as you smack her as well after you strike him full in the face.
Despite the fury coursing through your veins and the hot tears threatening to spill from the corners of your eyes, you took a deep breath and steadied yourself. You had fought valiantly for your beliefs, refusing to back down even when the weight of your emotions felt nearly unbearable. Every beat of your heart echoed with pain, yet in that moment of anguish, you reminded yourself of the responsibility you bore.
As a commander, you had lives hanging in the balance, and that duty outweighed your personal turmoil. With a resolute heart, you swung the door shut behind you, cutting off any further conflict, leaving the argument behind as you steeled yourself away.
You put your lives before anyone else, and you also saved Levi's life, so why would you let a cheating bastard get to you?
Instead of allowing a cheating jerk to affect your sense of self, focus on the strength you've developed by prioritizing your own life. You’ve overcome so much, and it's important to remember that cheating is ultimately insignificant in the grand scheme of things.
There’s a whole world beyond those walls, filled with opportunities for growth and discovery. Embrace your curiosity about what lies beyond, as it’s a chance to learn about life and all its possibilities, well beyond the confines of your current experiences.
While it may be painful now, this experience is a valuable step toward growth. In time, you will move on and let go of the past, learning from both the highs and lows along the way.
You recognize your own strength and independence. It's important to remember that you possessed these qualities even before meeting him, and they continue to shape your journey.
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Yeah I know Levi wouldnt do this but for the sake of angst oh well :")
I wrote this while on my period to transform my pain to this aha