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Having dyspraxia is hard fall good and bad and up and low but today was went for online shopping got Gluten-free pasta and Salom both need oven and hob and not comfortable to do cooking at movements it why mum help with cooking when Alex wasn't work I do miss mum so before online shopping so write say about mum mostly dancing and house programe then did write letter to my sponsor child with compassionuk to Ethiopian but havn't finshed letter stuck question to ask about Ethiopia? and not sure what question can say at about Ethiopia.

Now after my coffee went to Art club 1130am to 3.30pm and doing Easter hat and did dancing 6pm to 7pm but this Friday could not do dancing because Mum Funeral keep change mind with public speek only 2 minutes I was told dancing was going finshed on 25 but not sure if that 25 April or May other Easter holiday stop dancing so feel dispoint but do need holiday. I have find something eles do in evening because this way fear creepy in.

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Today I decided cath bus again but was worry when will stone Rd close? I didn't have worry so decide meet Gnosall crew but notice at bus stop someone with take medicines didn't feel well so stayed away from them because don't want be ill for mum funeral soon so got bus hope won't be fall bus weird without mum and no carer's help me so on my own thought not panic because friends come from Telford Arriva bus so thought might be on time wait for me in Weatherspoon I was there early and talk about cats wonder how easy there look after then dogs but still want dog and cat but do know cat chose own owner. So friends said dog hard work if slip who would look after it and be sad when going Artclub all day Tuesday and be sad when going dancing dog need cate training where can going do things let cats do own things and cath birds,minces( Mouse) where dog bring frog and Robin in there mouth " If say drop it" All pets drop it I training so well do missing my dogs Darcy and Eddie and also missing cats Sydnee and Annabel my pets cats only promble if get cat I send outside when Georgina come visit because Georgina like mum is allergy to Cats.

I wish wasn't rowing with mum over Lone Staffordshire Trefoil Guild but mum was upset won't do AGM meeting in cannock chase golf club won't let paid me paid Sub so lost it " You just upset can't get two Rost beef meal if can't paid sub of Lone Staffordshire Trefoil Guild won't be reward Stafford u3a in April because can't get back home safely from Rising Brook church and won't doing upmorton farm or Lower Dyton farm not do farm because public transport taxi and buses are promble when public bus turn in school bus get in taxi lower Dyton farm and drop off Stafford railway station and have wait for bus from 3.30pm to 430pm no wonder pick up cold waiting bus stop not having money going in cafe for coffee it scare watching thuder and lightning when in bus station like Lonton all Camera went out it was scare and same in Stafford going thought thuder and lightning unable going in somewhere because didn’t have card and no cash it embarrassing only one bus stop not even buses were there it was scare not only grandma making nuts about fear thunder and lightning be in twice as making fear thunder and I don't like it because been in it twice now maybe that why should not get dog because fear of thuder might transferee in dog even have done animal care always want do animals crouse but need be in Stafford or child care crouse in Stafford but won't happon. now sponsor child from compassionuk try get help write to my sponsor child in Ethiopia is get very hard at movements so might send through email even havn't got compassionuk app because won't work on this tablet. NOW want read about something about mum in funeral till open this letter

£33.32 at price of Gluten-free shopping so won't reward Coelicuk membership because this bill had like nightmare wake up from bad dream because mum death Coelicuk, Trefoil Guild, Stafford 3ua isn't get any more money going spead my cash somewhere eles but that my secert because that bill can't things what write about mum and don't want let family honour down.

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Today went to cimera Monday and Tuesdays Monday better day Tuesday lot people went out going Monday did knitting at local library then Walk to Cimera watch nice films but only down fall wasn't any Gluten-free food for me began hate having Coelic but not talk about so Tuesday went Cimera again it was good film . downfall mum hate me wearing Sunflower hidden disabilities landyard like make me que hate that because can't stand very with dyspraxia wear Sunflower lanyard can skip que but when don't wear it can't skip que it get bit fed up moad about it mostly usley on holiday at East Middles Airport

I going Cimera again on Monday ( no cup coffee this time) and going to Haley soon because birthday in March going see War Horse and also want do chat table at gatehouse bit downstairs mum going with me. Friday got do housework but don't like do that

Now going bit late for Easter card for sponsor child send her Easter card but don't know what write in Easter card for Ethiopia and don't want feel left out so have think what put on Easter card and that hard.

But today importance Pancake day think that on 4 March but be another food can't have because of Gluten-free diet and mother day in UK and then Georgina birthday, and lot birthday in family so feeling think isn't going plan see Compassionuk London office is short staff because letter I write to Ethiopia still stuck in office hard translate from English to own language and I feeling bad sponsor at movements but Google mail is strong.

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Having dyspraxia can be hard time not fit and feeling like bit outside with Natwest bank closing I feel it hard me independent now cash isn't going appect anymore ( Mum saying won't give mobie phone useless use child track at age 51 years old because scarm and won't give me Natwest card even control PayPal account and Amazon.) Having dyspraxia and Coelic with Gluten-free food cannot join Lurch club because Gluten-free food diet because of kitchen isn't Gluten-free at making me miss out there isn't any why for Coelic going in Gluten-free in Stafford town and be trap at home making feel like Prision in my own home cannot not going out on public bus without someone and I lost my support to because mother stubborn I feel bit left out it my birthday and blow candle of birth day cake which cannot eat of birthday cake at isn't fair cannot volunteer for Coelicuk any more because mum control me cannot order soupmarker from Amazon UK so Today sing song " I want break free " 51 years old because of learn disabilities havn't got future no caring for me in future . I feel havn't got future isn't me I worry about it Sponsor child Ethiopia with compassionuk worry it might be hard transfer free why going sponsor child a gift just for her keep going Education till 18 years old then my sponsor child be own owner as in UK 18 is Adults even some parants like me still think we child at age 51 years old at because can't swimming and volunteering training never got start because Staffordshire Council close Richmond fellowship making space won't let volunteering because of mum so be disabilities you havn't any freedom at all control my family bullying business making going dital havn't Bank card or mobie phone can't open bank account so people like me won't be able spead cash at isn't fair that why want going holiday only holiday it my freedom.

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Today I going name ashamed Window 11 and Google drive and Sims 3 and Sims 4 promble what got Google drive and Window 11 got do with Sims 3 game can't download Sims 4 at movements and E driver isn't working just got questions mark on look on photo below

Back names amshed Window 11 because some use not work because no job creatre for Coelic Gluten-free diet and Dyspraxia can't afford paid more for 0 drive this why Google drive come have promble when was volunteer on two farm have extra £40 for ESA for doing Staffordshire CHASE Ruel farm but as no more Richmond fellowship close because of Staffordshire Council close Richmond fellowship link went to Making space and wasn’t that good" I have cannel Disney + and Now TV so because can't afford paid more Window 11 it won't let me down Google drive as all Sims games was on Google drive and Window 11 have kick E driver Sims game ( bullied use game use get there money) let photo next show you

So now have difficulties load Sims 3 on EA can't even load the Sims 3 add on at movements when Paid lot of moneys to Sims 3 and Sims 4 games and Google one drive but all these big companies just more money and don't aspect cheques idiot but in Stafford Town our Natwest bank is closing down so impossible get cash now and I one haven’t got Natwest card or mobie phone which mean if want money I going have log on mum account do online which find different have dyspraxia really want own Natwest card and own mobie phone to help me but mum said no because scarm but not worry about my worry can't connect to Compassionuk app only use compassionuk website I got sponsor child Ethiopia and I knew noughting about Ethiopia part what see Ethiopia in Turkey on holiday. So at movements I write letter from UK to Ethiopia that going be difficult if havn't got cash post the letter or stamp so so I feel have be bullying in use Internet with Natwest bank close what coming over this word?

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Having dyspraxia have worry me on Brigham live website say Natwest bank is close at incude Stafford Natwest bank

Warning issued to anyone who's banking with NatWest, Halifax or Lloyds Bank

169 NatWest, Halifax, Lloyds and Bank of Scotland branches are closing in 2025 with NatWest becoming the latest bank to announce a raft of b

I got promble I also sponsor child from Ethiopia from compassionuk send £37 per month look like going ask compassionuk want do with STAFFORD NATWEST Closed down.

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Having dyspraxia can be hard at time yesterday was frustrated with window 11 and Sims 3 and Sims 4 but not talking about that. There another make frustrated and this Tablets it doing update new update isn't other think get frustrated when play games like jigsaw Colour there 2 add one for comparison UK or Win crusie for Princess try feeling in form but on screambroad is working on the form just my luck I would love to win free crusie but won't be able going myself.

But part from that frustrated in evening and afternoon walk to library not town another Stafford library looking for Staffordshire crouse at movements stayed local in North Stafford can't going town not very good buses serrive at movements (no 8) (101) Nomal do dance on Friday but mum be wait for bus for hour on Wednesday and never came and me felt wasn't myself start feel bit dizzy but didn't say anything to mum because didn't want worry her but mum is going cold and think going get cold too because walk in dance miss my house end up in wrong place last Friday idiot me.

So decide want break mum can't fly so that why want going crusie put ourself Milition tours cruise at coach company cannel list " Mum moad about all crusie brochures I got " " Why order crusie Brochures there be having room and you know Georgina book for use Georgina got Drict link no need brochures " " Well haven't got mobie phone won’t be able take my Tablet and P&O crusie will need hard print out hardcopy that why set up library accounts because not got print at home.

Beside like see photo of all difference crusie ship second reson I sponsor child from Ethiopia from compassionuk and for something can't see sign Google email it can't set up new email or new NHS apps because both ask verity code on mobie phone which havn't got it same with Amazon can't sign in need stupid verify code on mobie phone at why under happy with window 11 not upgraded to window 12 going buy PlayStation or x box instead money just have paid EA £100 for year because can't paid monthly because there stupid Natwest approve and verify code if paid monthly when do that can't get out off like Hello fresh but havn't be hostery there be freezing there meat and be send off chicken and off sausage " Phew what that smell" it mum can't fly or can't going on crusie I have ask one my friends or other family member come with me because need assistance with my dyspraxia because don't like moving stairs (Elastake) and in Airport need assistance need weelchair for quiet time most Airport is busy bee but with crusie it going bit different why because have feeling in form for my dyspraxia hide disabilities and feeling form for Coelic gluten-free diet I done show well removed Stone from my living and 11 stone and 5 and I feel better lost weight that why want going out on crusie want going crusie on 49 birthday but because of lock down it never happened my birthday 24 March 1973 it never happened all Zoom called but don't work now." So will going crusie this year or will be another promble because mum isn’t herself but at movements looking could get cold my cold because land on cold payment when motorbike drive on pavement when car flash light let me cross stupid motorbike went on pavement but more worried about kids " " I feeling lost row with mum with Trefoil Guild because isn't going let me paid sub" " Waste money don't do AGM meeting meal anymore so not paid it and hide your cheque book so don't paid Trefoil Guild don't do anything in Stafford at movements " " Fine but have going back scouts and Girl guiding help in other way because no should think free lunch " " I say Guide Promise on thinking day and Trefoil Guild prayer can't stop me with that"

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Having dyspraxia can be hard time and also be Coelic so got be difficult going out in Stafford town have some eat because noughting Gluten-free food and very dispoint in Stafford town won't do any anything for Gluten-free food. So feeling fed up and frustrated with Sims 3 and Sims 4 not working dispoint mum can't fly or drive hate walking everywhere. So wishing going on crusie sometimes in May looking P&O and all other crusie ship as well but got promble I am Coelic so need Gluten-free food so looking crusie ship do Gluten-free food ready look MSC crusie ship there are limited but at another promble I have phone up ask if do Gluten-free food and will have kettle in cabin so can cup tea and coffee in morning hope there balcony with sea view but that won't happon. I also got another promble I got dyspraxia at hidden disabilities but can't see on assistance on the form so going have crusie help line but third promble need fill form for assistance for two weeks and printed out because talk talk broadband and Internet isn't very good going ask them post it hope post isn't late this what happened when you havn't got mobile phone and won't be take this tablets reason why I sponsor child in Ethiopia on compassionuk and won't be able log on compassionuk and Google email so this tablet be stayed at home at movements beside want get off the crusie ship and lay on beach ⛱ but don't want crusie ship going with me because with no money, and no mobie phone I would have walk next port. So have check if be ship time or local time and havn't got watch but have dyspraxia won't be able know the time so going book crusie tour so ships won't going with out me. See having dyspraxia hard tell time. One my pet hate in Hotel put towels on the sunbed at 6am it one my pet hates and on crusie ship get up 6am put towel on bed don't come back 4pm In fact on holiday no need get up 6am put towel on sunbed in hotel on crusie ship. I know crusie been bit busy but going cabin if get too busy for me. I want cup tea,coffee and gluten-free food and relex on sunbed and drink milkshake or have ice cream in the day on sea day and in evening drink cocktail and red wine and some Gluten-free food bit spice too. Then want visit France,Spain and Tenerife and around the world but first crusie( try learn swim if children not in the pool) but don't trust adults pool it what happened in Turkey in one hotel but if rain want going watch films and watch live show but also nerves but also looking forward for first time cruise but isn't book yet just got wait at movements.