Nov 15, 2025
I already knew this about myself but damn I really can't enjoy things casually
#they are actually#taking over my life#currently#I enjoy things professionally#competitively even#my fixations are definitely hyper#like I used to avoid consuming new media because I didn't like the way I would become obsessed with it#and then force myself to hate it because I didn't want to think about it anymore#and lowkey I kinda ruined a lot of fandoms for myself by doing that#but I have learned#I have grown#now I'm learning to lean into the obsession#even if it makes me a little sadder when the media is over#hazbin hotel#helluva boss#stolitz#radiostatic#radioapple#chaggie#huskerdust#fizzozzie#dispatch#invisiblazer#flambert#invisimech#mechablazer#arcane#caitvi#jayvik#no more tags:(