I told myself I wouldn’t feel this way if we ever did something. For some reason I’m growing a little bit of feelings. I’m not sure why cause I know we fight so much and i doubt that would work for us. Maybe I slightly feel this way cause I haven’t gotten this attention in a long time. But i did that to myself. Of hidden behind this wall and pushed people away when they’ve wanted me. I got nervous and didn’t want to move on. No not cause of my ex but just the fact of moving on. I was in back to back relationships that I just needed this break. I just need to keep telling myself to not have feelings for him cause I’m not trying to get into some mess cause of who he likes. That’ll start some really big problems.

















