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@jjspeaksthetruth92
You know what the problem is...........you’ve hurt me so bad that I bring that up in nonsense problems. Yes, their is a hidden problem in our communication issue but I’m too afraid to say it because I know how you’ll react.
Fuck you..... FUCK YOU! That’s all I want to say to you but I don’t want to. I don’t because I can’t hurt you. I can’t hurt you like you’ve hurt me. You’re the one person I never thought would hurt me. You weren’t suppose to do that.
I’m falling backwards again........I wasn’t suppose to. We’re getting close to it being almost a year ago when you hurt me. You hurt me like only one other person has done to me. You managed to do what I never thought you would ever do to me. Why would I go back again? I don’t even know how you feel because you don’t speak. I don’t know what you want from me. Or do I? Is it really just for the fun or do you want more but you’re too afraid? Too afraid to be an adult and just go with your gut.
I’m an idiot for falling for you.......again
I told myself I wouldn’t feel this way if we ever did something. For some reason I’m growing a little bit of feelings. I’m not sure why cause I know we fight so much and i doubt that would work for us. Maybe I slightly feel this way cause I haven’t gotten this attention in a long time. But i did that to myself. Of hidden behind this wall and pushed people away when they’ve wanted me. I got nervous and didn’t want to move on. No not cause of my ex but just the fact of moving on. I was in back to back relationships that I just needed this break. I just need to keep telling myself to not have feelings for him cause I’m not trying to get into some mess cause of who he likes. That’ll start some really big problems.
I fucked yo my last relationship hard core. Till this day i wish i didn’t do what i did. But you know what, he’s still my bestest friend in the whole world that i could trust and i know will be there for me for ANYTHING. He sometimes lies to me. I know he does i can tell by his actions, but he’s still always there. Iv gone through a lot this last year and he’s the one person that never left my side. I love him for that so much. Thank you Michael. I don’t know how i could ever repay you. Just know i am ALWAYS here for you and you could honestly tell me anything. I know you bottles things inside like i do, but i want you to know whatever it is it’ll always be safe with me and I’ll never react negatively unless it’s something that you’re being stupid about.
My mom just told me she’s talking to someone. Idk how to feel. I feel broken and happy. But I’m not trying to meet anyone. I’m not trying to meet either of their new people because it would just confirm it to my eyes that all this is really changing. I don’t like this, i don’t like this AT ALL.
I feel more alone inside then i ever ever have. I feel like I’m just there for some people. Nothing significant anymore. Just a person to use and abuse.
I know this is a mixed post but that’s just what’s going through my head right now.
i love you but fuck you
I don’t get as annoyed like i used to when i know I’m being lied to by you. I know you do it cause you think the truth will hurt me. It hurts for a few seconds but then i get over it. I just want the truth all the time though. I know we’re just best friends now nothing more. You’re the person i trust with everything though so i would hope you’ll always be truthful. I don’t think you do it to hurt me. I truly believe it’s to not hurt me. I want you to know that I’m over being hurt by you. I’ve been over it since the end of July 2015. Teaching myself to not keep holding on was the best thing for me. Of course 5% of me still loves you deeply cause i believe you’re the one but i will never risk the friendship we have now. I wouldn’t want to ruin what we’ve built at this point. I’ve had a few moments where I’ve wanted to just ask you if what you told me when you broke up with me was true or just a way to get me to stop asking to keep thing. I want to believe a little bit that you meant “ maybe down the line 5-6 years from now we can try again but we just can’t right now”. I feel like it was something you said to get me to stop asking to keep going, but i don’t want to doubt that. I guess we’ll just see. Just know I’m always here no matter what for you and if you ever ask me to try again i hope you know i will do it in seconds.
I'm lost. Trying to figure out what to do with my life is becoming the most stressful thing ever. Leaving my house would be the best idea. Just go somewhere far far away.
This will all just have my deepest thoughts
No one will ever hear this from my mouth
