VIII Dóite
I know yall don't talk with me much, but if you did, you'd know that my speech is all wack. Along with how I type. I can type normally!!
There's something in my phone that scrambles up my words? It scrambles my thoughts. It turns everything into eggs in a frying pan.
So, I have a scribe today.
I want to tell you all how I really feel, but I can't be too specific or else I'll be scrambled again. Maybe. I don't actually know.
Ehhh worth a shot, ain't that right Jay?
Ehhh don't write that down.
Don't attach your name to mine.
It's not a good idea.
[Annotation: A Pause]
I want to talk about ---
[Annotation: She seemed to wince in pain when she couldn't make out the word]
Fucking hell!
[Annotation: A Pause]
The fire. I'll call it that.
I can't tell if the others have forgotten about it? Or maybe they've got the damn scrambler too!!
The others... I probably wont be able to talk about them now, ain't that right?
It sucks, man! I know those people! They're my friends, god damn it! And I can't even talk about us!!
I can't even remind them of all the good times...
The laughter, the fun. It all has to stay up in here, -
[Annotation: she tapped her forehead and removed her hat.]
- because God forbid the only person who knows anything in this house of creakin wood forgets how to spit out the truth!!
[Annotation: she took a long sigh and buried her face into her palms]
I can't keep living with a gag in my mouth... With a monitor over my shoulder...
UGH!! This sucks!!
[Annotation: she put her hat back on and rubbed her temples with her gloved fingers]
The... fire... was something we all learned about as kids. I was always the history lover, so maybe I was the only one who paid attention in class.
'Course, the fire only happened a couple years before we were born. When they were still rebuilding the town and ---
[Annotation: She was... "scrambled" as she words it. It took her a few minutes to process afterwards]
I think I'm done talking here.. That.... That hurt a lot more than it usually does... Maybe because I'm saying it out loud? I dunno... I just thought that ---
[Annotation: She started speaking in ways I could not transcribe. My apologies. I ended it here and helped her get some water.]
