This sucks so much.
I'm losing my confidence and I can't for the life of me figure out why. I haven't dated any shitty girls since Ashley. Ive just been going through the motions, and all of a sudden I'm getting lower and lower. I'm so afraid. I don't want to be alone, but I don't want to put this burden on anyone else. Nor do I want to spend another three long years building myself back up. That really sucked and repeating that painful process is dreadful to imagine.











