27/cis-female/lost and in search of her flow
In the time that I am supposed to be asleep... I’m awake... mind racing with playful thoughts and ideas that I’m dying to implement.
In the time that I am supposed to be awake... I’m just still filling my time with all of the “supposed tos”, often running out of time to implement my ideas or finish supposed tasks.
Would love to inspo spiel on all like:
“Ima do what I want, bitches.”
“You know what? No. This is my life.”
“I’ll sleep when I’m dead.”
“The Suppose-To-Gods can’t stop this mf radical.”
But like... I actually have things I need to do in the morning... and be there for people I care about, while not being a sleep deprived ass hole.
Really gotta figure out this whole life thing.