♥ ♡ ♥ ・・・・ when a kind woman reached out to the chaotic soul that made up what was left of holly’s being and brought her back to the land of the living, the first person she sought out was hanuel. the boy who wanted nothing to do with her now. the boy who wouldn’t fight for her, who was more inclined to let her go than to keep her from disappearing into nothing … why did she go looking for him ?? did she think he would see her differently now that she has her own form again? would she be less of a nuisance to him? would he welcome her instead of pushing her away? the desperation of her own thoughts makes her want to cry. why does she feel so lost now? she’d been warned of this. that suddenly being brought back would be disorienting. It’s so much more so than she anticipated. as she’s reacquainting herself with reality and struggling to calm her racing heart and pounding head, she wants that boy to help steady her, even if it just means she’ll walk away from him again. she’s settled in the lobby, sitting on the floor in front of a familiar pillar, legs pulled to her chest as she waits quietly for that blonde wolf to walk by.
〈 @congratulctions | feat. holly song 〉
