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I'm not gonna be posting much bc as of yesterday, I'm on holiday in Cornwall (in the south of England, home of the Cornish witch pits). The weather is great and I'm having a good time 😌 it's good to get away from the city with my friends for a while!
one of my friends suggested i get a moped so i'm like, less homebound? it'd be cheaper than a car to obtain and also learn. but 1) that scary?? 2) idk if i can physically or mentally manage driving any kind of vehicle. on the other hand it is fun to imagine me being a cool motorcycle lesbian
my cat was sleeping on a blanket next to me and then meowed herself awake? and then climbed into my lap and curled up there........ i hope she didn’t have a nightmare or something????? time to google “do cats have nightmares”
we don't get thunderstorms often here but we have one right now (2.43am, it's been getting closer for a while and is currently passing the city quite closely I think?)
it's really fun to lie in bed and listen to it 🌩
filled out an entire one (1) section of a form today, now i’m so tired i’m nauseous
finally did something i've been working up the courage to do.... also this picture is heavily edited to hide the heinous spots which are a big part of why i did it 😬
progress report:
i think........ my brain may be improving somewhat. and i don’t want to solely attribute this to “decreased financial worries since i got disability benefits” but i think that might be a big part of why. like i mean. i am still *quite* a mess. but not as huge of a mess as i was like.... last summer.
physically things are not good atm, i’m having a lot of fatigue problems and increased pain particularly in my face? which is weird. i can understand the legs/feet/arms/hands pains because like.... i use them and that’s when it hurts. but why the face and general head and neck? could be a general tension headache thing.
i do need to get an eye test soon tho, it’s been 3... years...? i think? anyway i have noticed that even when i have my glasses on, if i let my eyes unfocus then things get blurry close up (which is what my glasses are for).
anyway the main point of this post was to say. i think i can be more active on tumblr again. or like, that the activity level i have now....... is sustainable without me getting very paranoid that Every Post Is About Me Personally and stuff.
i am definitely going to have to go through my followers and block all the porn blogs tho, i bet there have been so many since i last checked...
i have to go to a thing tomorrow... an appointment to hear about whether i can have some therapy for free or not?? i’m honestly scared of the nurse i have to see lmao she was pissed at me the last time i spoke (on the phone, when i had to reschedule for the second time bc of oversleeping) and she has never seemed to like....... think my problems are legit? idk
anyway yeah this is my 3rd attempt at going to this appointment (1st was mid november and i had huge anxiety, 2nd was february at some point and i dissociated and forgot about it completely until i woke up literally when i was supposed to be at the place and said “oh shit” annnnnnnd they are mad at me for not attending my previous appointments and not letting them know in advance that i wouldn’t attend which. seems really pretty....... unhelpful, tbh, when the reason anyone gets referred to you is bc they are having mental health problems that are moderately to severely fucking with their life? i understand missed appointments are bad but also. could u please extend some compassion mayhaps.
