Jun 1
ghhhh am i like a deadbeat dad sorry guys
#i feel kinda bad even posting this bc i dont#want my account to be all depressing like its been for the past year#but i feel so bad coming back every so often lol i feel selfish isolating myself n not#giving back to u guys im sure some of my followers are#thinking of me in a different light considering everything i jsut feel so guilty man#especially w my mutuals on here im not that good of a friend honestly#dont feel bad tho it is my fault after all#put me on lexapro or somethin#sometimes i wish i could go back and do a few things differently maybe then id be okay and still#consistently uploading#sorry for being all avoidant guys hnnnff this is embarassing#i really am trying to better myself and have been on a wellness journey but#just wanted to get this off my chest . im sorry#i barely ever draw anymore but i never do and i wish i could#babysteps 😖 ill get there slowly but surely i hope :/#like#sometimes i look at the old stuff i made for some of my mutuals.. like silna erwynne and rosegold sorry to namedrop#and i js feel so bad to the point of crying bc now i cant rven#ya#its ok tho i think im jjst tweaking#fengshuispeaks