#console!lan

[lanawesomeversion]

idk. ultimately his story is a lot more real and contains a lot more..,,, idk you can gather it he very much wants to commit die for real but like. if there’s one thing that really gets held back in the mcrp space it’s discussion/stories centering around these themes cuz i can’t really realize them because there’s just a point of holding myself back that i tend to do quite often online.,,,, idk it’s not much to get into lawl ive just had a lot of characters whose plotlines have to deal with more touchy subjects that i cant TOTALLY realize…

w!lancaster had a whole plot of being a single father who considered just leaving his kids for good MULTIPLE times (him being sued for the accidental death of one of them did not help) and at many points of willow s1’s story he would just. sit in front of his kids grave and fully break down and loved all of them to the point of making a stupid deal with pesus to keep them safe and. ouuughhh he’s trying his best all the time the world needs to LEAVE HIM ALONEEE AND ALL THAT FOR HIM TO JUST DIE IN S2. it pains me so oh w!lancaster i mourn you SO bad he was genuinely 16 years old trying his fucking best because his shitty uncle got him a nepo baby position he wasn’t ready for ohhh fuck you caspiannn

willow season 2 was also so potential filled and yknow. okay we all know willow season 2 it kinda went out with a poof at least in my opinion? it’s the potential man of willow media i think because it did a fairly good job of balancing silly with serious but ultimately got a little too serious for my taste idk i liked when it was silly but you will hear this from me every day ever. anyways indi had this overarching plot about her dad copying her dna over and over to ensure she’d stay alive forever and even the planned reveal that she’s not even the original. that was so fucked up of me. she was literally the 254th clone of herself and this is where the sun comes in cuz of fucking course brah. of course. it would have genuinely no issue getting into her head and making her doubt everything because everything should be doubted!! and her only living friend got freaking lego shattered against the wall by eggman and couldn’t even see his best friend again before dying.,,, oughhh it’s OKAY ITS OKAY. she lived season 2!! she remake issac!!!! they are MARRIED NOW ILL CANONIZE IT ITS MY FREAKING UNIVERSE

uhh willow s3 i was genuinely throwing shit at the wall and seeing what stuck but overall:

-made s1!lancaster come back and had that man yearn for the old days before making his old town of alterna then OH MY GOD I KILLED HIM. I FORGOT ABOUT THAT OH MY GODDD NO HES FINE I HE GOT AWAY!!!!

-s3!indi oh she needs a new name. i think i started calling her imogene. yeah. gene. it suits her she’d have an old ass name and HATTTEEE it and she also had a plot about trying to escape the legacy her dad put her in by defying the sun just to end up having to sacrifice herself to seal it for another 100 years. girl. no. i loved her design so bad you have NO idea.

-ASMODAYYYYY I LOVED HIM SO BAD WHEN I REDESIGNED HIM RECENTLY I HAIRED THE FUCK OUT OF HIM NO MORE TWINK ON MY LIFEEEE..,,, oh yeah no his plot was very ptsd focused. coming out of a war that took his mother and best friend (read: way more than friends) just to come to a world on the brink of it and be like “are you guys stupid war fucking blows stop it” ughhh. so much missed potential

-and beagle/barnaby was just a cutie pie. him coming to this world cuz he heard both of his cousins are there and he wants so badly to reunite everyone cuz his dad and uncles had a bad fight and stopped talking to each other for good only to realize he’s too late and they’re both gone. oughhh he was so excited and made them gifts and was writing them letters ever since he learned they existed and he kept them in his jacket oh i fucking SUCK i’m making myself cry he deserves so much better

someone make maturesmp the idea is all of our characters have well rounded and mature plotlines that can be fully realized without holding back. maybe that already exists it’s just called writing lmfao. full sized easy bake oven moment

anyways this turned into a character rant whoops lmfao

[ignlezy]

dont you love it when you do lore till first rays of sunshine enter your room

im fucking never not streaming/recording lore stuff again me and @lanawesomeversion did a performance of our LIVES and it's never gonna see the light of day cuz neither of us recorded :sob:

but yeah things are happening hope youre ready to be fucking doused in goop connor

[lanawesomeversion]

HEY GUYS BIG WARNING FOR BLOOD/SENSITIVE TOPICS HERE KINDA

(idk i can guarantee the blood just read at your own risk)

so while I planned for cc2!lan's exit, I mainly thought of what he would be up to afterwards, since death isn't really the answer... and what immediately came to mind was funger 2 (thanks supereyepatchwolf for dragging me back to funger brainrot) because in that game there's a mechanic called moonscorching... so would you still love cc2!lan if he was REALLY fucked up and evil lmfao

soo... meet The Unbound...

the general idea of moonscorching is that the moon (in this case, it would be the sun) burns off your typical human fleshy form and mutates it into a basic representation of the character's mental state. could be how they view themself, how they fear other people view them, who they really are, etc.

so let's get into it, starting with:

THE EYES

I mean, there's not a whole lot to get into here, actually? He's mentally all gone, just a whirlwind of violence and mania, and so his eyes reflect that, with these bright red circles over yellow that resemble targets, because...

THE ARROWS

god, I really worried that I overdid it with this aspect of his design, but... then it worked? because cc1!lan (or caspian, I guess) was so flamboyant in everything he did, so the arrows resembling a peacock just clicked. But the real story behind the arrows is that I presume seeing a 9 ft wolf/man thing roaming around would cause some hunting parties to get started, and with those eyes, plus the sort of general insanity that would result in trying to kill this immortal beast kind of slots The Unbound into one of those older stories of a man trying to hunt something down and going insane because of it. Think Moby Dick, TADC episode 3, and just a whole lot of greek stories (mainly Atalanta's). Unbound is INSANE, and he makes other people go insane, too, which plays into his mentality of thinking he makes other people worse.

THE BLOOD

because he's got so much of it. yeah, don't be fooled, these red markings are NOT markings. it's blood that's stained to his fur. specifically his hands and ears are what I want to call attention to, because in the case of his hands, I mean... duh. Dude has major blood on his hands. It's the thing that affects him mentally the most. But then, the ears, because "hear no evil." He knows a lot, maybe too much, because he was there, he saw it, but he's also good at spying on people, so if he DIDN'T see something, he HEARD something. and DIDN'T say something.

now, the yellow. it's dripping from his eyes, it's on the tip of the arrow that goes through his chest, it drips from his mouth, it flows from his forehead scar (that we will get to). since he's already got some greek myth in him, let's throw in some good old ichor, yeah? the blood of the gods! because, well, he's NOT a god? but a god has been in his mind for so long, dragging him around from time to time, and those interactions he has when he's not conscious, when the god is speaking for him, that he fears the most. also keeping in mind that this god caused most of the pain he went through (being a nomen SUCKED, his entire purpose for being there in cc1 was to keep from being "disposed"). so the ichor being there is a representation of that godly trait that he so desperately wants to be separate from, but like i said before, all the blood on this design is stained there for good.

THE SCARRING

this one is simple. he's got a heart carved into his chest because he cares too much, but far too late, so it's a consistent reminder of the Unbound's lateness. too late to see what he was doing was wrong, too late to get the consolate on track, too late to save anyone, as he so consistently is. the forehead is just a representation of the sun, leaks ichor because of the godly connection, yeah you get it.

his back and neck are pre-existing scars from cca (neck snapped, spine ripped out) that persevere through his fur sprouting up because unhealed trauma symbolism yay

THE CLOTHES

he's still technically uniformed for the stellar rangers! look at how studious and rule-following he is!

uhh, okay, yeah, so the real reason he's still wearing anything is because he's outwardly malicious now. you know how i mentioned these moon/sunscorched forms have to do with the outward, inward, and imagined self? he's VERY imagined-self personality-wise, which manifests as a purely evil being. he's violent, malevolent, and scraps his typical cunning self for brute strength. and you may be saying: "lan, your character was malicious, but he was so quiet about it. guy just kinda played on the sidelines and manipulated, so why is he scrapping that?"

well, simple. he's not in the greatest state of mind, so instead of seeing a chain of events how it is (we'll take samaras death):

samara asks to be a nomina -> caspian complies -> rift volunteers to become a nomina publicly to be seen as trustworthy -> the event is misunderstood as culty -> samara is killed trying to protect rift

he sees it like this:

made samara a nomina -> samara died

made rift a nomina -> rift died

did anything to anyone -> they died

so it doesn't matter HOW they died, who killed them, etc, The Unbound just knows that people die when he gets close. et la... if people are going to die anyways, let's just speed it up.

alright, and now you're asking "lan, you started this part of saying that he wears the uniform because he's malicious. build on that."

gladly! he wears the uniform to trick people into thinking he's been bit/infected and turned into something, then as soon as he gets within range of a camp of people trying to help him, he starts the slaughter. what a bundle of joy.

so. that's The Unbound. and also a deep dive into how cc2!lan perceives themself. now, am I going to USE this concept in cc2?

idk. you'll see. like, actually, i'm not just being a little shit, i'm genuinely not sure if i'll end up using him because, as mentioned in thread before this: idrk if a minecraft roleplay is where this can shine.

[ignlezy]

okay. holy shit. 4am writing this days cc2 lore was fucking crazy. all at once theres command block fragments out in the world, theres fated dying (btw amazing performance @oomfee ) AND NOW THE HOST IS BACK and like the only piece of info i have about that is that last time the host happened that caused the fucking wither storm. so yeah. super excited for tomorrow. may gods bless us all

[ignlezy]

"shoot this 5 times into the sky and you'll get your hope"

i genuinely thought lan told millie to kill themselves lmao i didn't even realize thats a flare to get lachlan out

[ignlezy]

soooo, the grieving and depressed character roomied up with an extremely suicidal and trust issues character on cc2 aint that fun @lanawesomeversion

[lanawesomeversion]

ouhhhhh hey guys i’ve been told to post bout consolecraft 2 so errrr…. tfw your character genuinely just wants to die and end these countless cycles of pain just for the admin to bring you back to life as an immortal robot 🥹🥹🥹 he’s SO happy guys!!! he’s not masking how he feels at ALL!! 🥹🥹🥹

also him not trusting anyone is so… yeah… he genuinely doesn’t trust anyone fully because he’s learned he’s never good enough to keep people around….,,, cca!chalooby leaving him for weeks to hide cemented that like so badly he’s genuinely just waiting to wake up and find no one there anymore 🤣🤣 he’s so happy all the time guys though trust meee

[ignlezy]

The Nightmare | Lezy | Ellipsus

Ellipsus makes it easy for anyone to write together.

im so cc2 pilled rn that i even wrote a fanfic of my own character this is gonna be off screen probably we'll see