Jan 18, 2015
One of my bigger fears right now if that they figure out what is wrong with me, there is medication to help...and that medication causes weight gain. Or impedes me further from trying, once healthy, to shed excess weight.
Like I've already struggled with this for so many years....and I fear that not only will whatever neurological disorder I have impede me from working out but that it will cause me to continue to gain weight.
I am getting bigger, I see it, my pants say it....maybe the scale isn't saying it but I see it.
Maybe they'll figure out whats wrong and be like, "oh well theres part of the problem heres this pill" and I'll begin to see weight loss. But I just don't see it happening. That's not my luck. Not my lot.