Sep 18, 2011
I'm so not used to this.
I wonder if it's a good thing.
Talking to you isn't the same as it always was. There's no easy conversation and free flowing laughter. I'm always self conscious of what I should say, rather than simply saying what's on my mind. I feel like you'd rather not be talking to me. Sometimes, just because there is't anything to talk about, I'd rather not be talking to you. (Not in person, I mean). But I miss you too. Maybe too much is different now.
Rawr. I miss the friend that you always were. We feel like strangers now. A stranger who I know everything about.