@contrarymuses ♕ muse: éile ♕ chatting with: beau ♕ closed
éile was surrounded by doctors and cops. she could barely sort out what was going on- everything was loud and overwhelming and blurry. her head hurt so fucking much. as her vision slowly cleared, so did her head. she was in the hospital! not the damp, dark basement... there were cops and doctors... she’d been found. how long had it been since she was kidnapped? éile’s eyes darted to and fro, looking desperately for something familiar. she couldn’t get a grip, and no one seemed to realize that she was awake. idiots.
❝for fuck’s sake,❞ éile hollered despite how badly it hurt her throat, ❝get out! get out, get out, get the fuck out!❞ there were too many people and it was making her uncomfortable. too many doctors... she hated hospitals... too many men. everyone whipped around to look at her, wide-eyed with shock. éile’s heartbeat spread up and she struggled to breathe, because anxiety was clawing ferociously at her throat. suddenly she could feel the iv in her arm and she bit back a scream, her eyes starting to tear up. she would curl into a ball if she felt like she could move without putting herself in immense pain.
oh, her ribs hurt so badly. everything hurt. everything was so loud, so bright. she wanted it to stop. she wanted to go back to sleep.
the doctors finally unfroze and rushed her, all at once. éile finally did scream. she screamed and screamed and screamed every time one tried to touch her. she couldn’t see because her eyes were so blurred by tears.
normally, éile would never lose her composure.
this was not normal, even beyond éile’s standards of ❛not normal❜.
her screams turned to sobs and she finally did curl into herself despite the pain, hiding her head in her arms to block out the world. they pulled at her but she wouldn’t move. don’t touch me, she begged in her head, because all touch (that she could remember in her shocked state) caused pain.