[Private]
We’ll see where it goes. So, before I say anything – I’d love to know what you were thinking last night.
I wasn’t thinking what you might think I was thinking. Or what Blaine thought I was thinking. I just-- wanted to be the dom that he needs, and I screwed that up. Big time. By wording things in a way that sounded really, really bad, and now I feel like the worst person in the world for, once again, hurting his feelings and failing him as his dom.
I don’t want him to not come and see you when he’s feeling the Sub needs kicking in. I just want to be someone that he can come to, and-- knowing that he doesn’t is like a twisting a knife, you know. I am his dom, but I can’t do it right. The way I explained things sounded wrong and-- I didn’t mean for it to come out the way they did. So there’s that.
--How is he doing now?