@convulsus whispered :
“ i actually envy the size of your heart ” / renzou at mi :)
looking back at the boy who stood in front of her , how many times must his hopes be dashed ? any semblance of hope for living a normal life to be taken away , just for the sake of a selfish mission . renzou's eyes no longer filled with the same light that was associated with he , instead , an underlying dread only remained . oh , how mi kyong yearned for those days once more . but , her eyes reflect a similar story . how lives many lives must be taken , how much longer must Mi Kyong pull the trigger of the neverending events , will there finally be a light to all of this bloodshed .
a somber smile , an all too familar expression that even has Mi Kyong herself fooled that she's deserving of feeling any inkling of happiness after everything . no , such a luxury shouldn't be given with such little regard . ❛ my heart ? it's far too tainted with ink & death , to be praised . ❜ how long has it been since you've felt anything , but emptiness . regardless , you muster all the courage you can & keep moving forward ( why , isn't it all meaningless ? ). the very fact you can even remain standing is foolish beyond all comprehension , why not simply lay down your weapons & perish ? the answer was simple .
small arms wrap themselves around the boy's visibly shaking frame , placing her hand on his back right where his heart would be . ❛ this is proof , that despite everything you're still alive . no one can take such a prize from you , always wear it with pride & earnest . ❜ in full acceptance , that living a so - called normal life isn't possible any longer . but , that didn't mean renzou couldn't have such a chance , mi kyong would gladly give up her life to see such a wish come true .
