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laraloopy “School, grades and anxiety below[[MOR]”
oh, Cora :((( sending you all the hugs, you're brilliant, you deserve to take care of yourself more and I hope you do!! <3
My dear, thank you for being such a supportive person in my life/// I’ll do my best, I promise. They key is balance I think and I just need to keep looking for that sweetspot. How are things going for you my friend?
School, grades and anxiety below
Wooooosh. My anxiety is out of control. I had 5 A+ grades last semester in a third year university sciences/double degree program and I was still convinced on multiple occasions that I was failing.
In addition to that, even if I was doing well, I barely ate last semester and my sleep schedule was shit. I also only went out to see friends three times over the whole semester, the rest of the time I was just working or dying.
It’s not even worth it. Like. I would be happy with getting B’s (I need a B average to graduate from my program else I would be happy with C’s). There really is no difference and people dont really look at your university grades. Nonetheless, I still feel like I’m failing somehow and it’s gotten to the point where I am not healthy at all.
I don’t know how to start curving this behavior. Maybe if I try to disentangle my self-worth from how well I can do in school. But that’s not really a simple thing so.... This is why I am basically dead for the 4 months of summer. Because after going at 120% for 8 months I need to be at 30% for a bit to recharge.
This is also why my blog is woefully inactive during the year because I’m too busy being insane with my course goals. My dad has to sit me down and let me know it was okay to fail a bit. That’s honestly kind of sad. Anyways, at this point I’m just crushed by the backlog of work I have to finish and a recent death in the family and I want to sleep and its 6:30am and I haven’t eaten since Tuesday morning and crying seems like the best thing to do atm.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CORA!!!! :D even tho it'll spent in class, I hope it goes well and that you have some yummy food~
Ahhh thank you dear! <3
So far so good! I’m just about to get some yummies now ~ mmmm
How have you been lately? I saw you through the crowd at ‘Tak a few times but the tide always swept you away again : O
As far as birthdays go, this one is mainly going to consist of class class class until 9:30pm. Oh well, at least I now have this badass hand-made blanket to cuddle with and doing things with chill peeps can prolly wait a day or 2 : >
I was supposed to get internet back today, but it got pushed till the 7th so my blog is gunna b p dead until then m’sorry ;;;;
tfw you really love someones tumblr .... but they refuse to use their queue and make all their posts and the same time in batches of like 20-30 posts. Why this. Too much of a good thing and all that.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaall righty!
Back from camping, now packing, and then off to uni straight away. I wont have internet until the 3rd so I’ll do the same thing I did this week and set my queue up!
See y’all on the flip side <3
Me: Makes a list of people that I promised art to.
.... its a long list, maybe I can get through some while im away ..
