the real tragedy of this pandemic is that i never got to see autumn de wilde’s emma adaptation in the cinema

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the real tragedy of this pandemic is that i never got to see autumn de wilde’s emma adaptation in the cinema
can you believe the state of my life that im getting ghosted by the flippin’ kid i got matched to VOLUNTARILY tutor during the covid-19 school closure
so for the 2nd summer in a row i am to be found frantically learning kanji in my bedroom
conspiracy theory: theres no pandemic, we actually went back in time to easter 2017, just before my 18th birthday, and scientists are covering it up by forcing everyone to stay in their houses til they can get us back to the year we’re meant to be in
evidence for:
- im back living at my parents’ house again & its the first time 3 years that ive lived here without a clear plan of a date when i’ll be able to move out again
- last time i felt this anxious about the future was definitely exam term of y13 and having no idea where i would get to for uni or if i would even get anywhere (only now its that ive got no idea if ill get back)
- i can’t go out, though this time not bc im frantically revising for my a levels / punishing myself for not revising for my a levels
- i do have a big birthday coming up, though its likely to suck a lot more than my 18th did.
- i both imperatively need to and physically cannot make myself work
- im reading les misérables for class and its violently transported me straight back to easter holidays 2017 when i saw les mis in the west end and became absolutely obsessed w it for the next 3 months. i sang one day more in the shower this morning without even realising
- i actually have a book on the go again, haven’t done that in a while and certainly not since ive been abroad
- yesterday i briefly entertained the idea of watching season 3 of 13 reasons why (first watched season 1 during the easter holidays of y13), before realising i still dislike the series just as much as i did in y13
- being back at home, im also reunited w my full stationery collection, so now my bullet journal is once again starting to resemble the one i started when i was 17
- my phone language is set back to french not portuguese or spanish in the futile hope that doing that, again, means i won’t fail my french oral
- im preemptively sad about losing touch w people again
- im obsessively following every news update from anywhere in the eu, even if its no longer about brexit
evidence against:
the suitcase in the middle of my bedroom floor which i still haven’t unpacked even though ive been home for 2 weeks, reminding me every day that i should be miles away from here, as though i don’t wake up every morning w my heart aching in a weird reverse homesickness for so many other places where ive started a life and left it behind
quarantine life update:
(no one wanted this but i am bored)
Para sa mga bagay na kelangan mong talikuran Para sa mga taong kelangan mong iwan para sa kanilang kalayaan Para sa mga sitwasyong kelangan mong kumawala sa kawalan Para sa mga pangyayari sa buhay mong dapat mo ng kalimutan Muli akong magbibigay daan para sa aking kalinangan Mga piraso ng aking sarili na aking bubuuing simulan Mga luha noon na tila patak ng ulan Mapapalitan ng ngiti dahil sa kaligayahan Sa pagbabalik ko.. ..ako'y mabubuong muli Haharap sa'yo ng may ngiti sa aking labi. #calauitescapade #sweetescapade #coronadventures #reentravel #travelpinas #phtourism #traveldiaries #noreendaexplorer #engkantadanglayas (at Calauit Island)
Morena feels. #sweetescapade #coronadventures #summerskin (at Darayonan Lodge)
God's amazing creation. 💓😍👑 #RekindlingPassion #2017CoronTrip #TeleTravel #KayaPALAwan #CoronAdventures #20170829 (at Busuanga, Palawan)