#cosmic counterpart

[cormael]

[cormael]

[cormael]

Connected

[cormael]

Spirit Work Questions!

1. When did you start working with spirits? Approx 24 years ago 2. How many spirits do you work with regularly? Mainly one, my Cosmic Counterpart, Michael but also my spirit-guide, Freddie. The spirit-guide I know to be around, don't see or feel him that often, in fact he stepped aside (not away) when Michael appeared in my life. 3. Do you have any spirit spouses? Only Michael. 4. Do you astral travel to speak with your spirits? Not particularly. We do meet outer body though. 5. Do you have family that’s passed over that you speak to? Saw my Daddio after he passed. 7. Do you have any astral children? Yep, but I name them Cosmic Children. 8. Oldest spirit you work with? Someone who lived approx 2000 years ago. 9. Do you mostly work with human spirits or non-humans? Deceased humans yes, as in ... hard to say because I don't know where everybody's been or partly is momentarily, but I always recognize them in the last human form they had. 10. What languages do the spirits speak? Mainly English and sometimes Dutch, depends on who is the messenger and how I knew him or her. 11. Do you consider your psychic abilities strong or weak or in between? Strong, but still learning, always a work in progress. 12. A funny moment with any of the spirits? Hearing Freddie cracking up when I was ranting to a guy that always knocked me and my daughter over on a bicycle. That is just one example, we laugh a lot actually. Michael is for example a real practical joker with a sharp wit. I love him to bits. 13. A sweet moment with any of the spirits? Michael soothing me when I am in pain physically or mentally. 14. Tell me about the first time you met any of the spirits? Freddie appeared in 1995 for the first time stepping in during a seance. He took the place of a spirit-guide named Myriam, who was planning on moving on, whom I 'met' in 1993. Michael showed himself in a vision before he passed and we actually met in 2007, 10 years after., but we have been connected throughout our lives and before and will be far beyond and more ... 15. If you have a song with one of the spirits, care to share? Yeah. Patti Smith's Dancing Barefoot.

via @electricspiritfriends and @flameontheotherside

[nikkivenomized]

I'm so sick of this game and its rules. He knows, sits next to me and asks gently: "Are you tired a bit from being within? From playing by rules you once set for others more than for yourself? It'll get easier again. Breathe with me. What would you want to create next?" He always asks and I never understand.

"My body just won't listen to me. It won't integrate. It won't cooperate even though I feel these reins in my hands. Why won't it accept me, we had an agreement."

He sits silently, patting my back because he knows I have the answers. I have it figured out. I just keep putting the same wall, led by the old programming. He knows it will dissolve into nothing soon so he stays calm. Just present. Watching in reverence, with deep compassion towards my struggles within the dream.

"You got too caught up in things, dear. It will ease up, as it always does. I'm here."

"My core values were taken from me."

"For a moment, yes. But you've taken them to your new iteration. I see your fervor, your inner strength, your diligence. You stayed you during those darkest moments of your transformation. You didn't miss a spot even through horror. Even when you felt like collapsing."

"I'm still afraid of how it felt."

"I know. You're afraid of what yesterday did to you. But it will uncoil from you, these old memories. You don't play by Serpent anymore, remember? Those aren't your rules anymore, those are just memories that you're afraid to let go of. But they'll dissolve."

"I wanna do my tasks out of joy again, not fear. Those are statements of who I am, those are my declarations, my marks on the world, my whispers lighting up the tapestry, not acts of desperation."

"Breathe with me, please. You're on the other side already, let the old scaffolding fall. Live for those moments when you're there, even if it's brief still. You have to anchor there eventually. You give yourself no other choice, I can see that. And I wouldn't allow it any other way. You don't have access to old ways anymore, we took care of that. You're clear. Just let the haze of confusion settle. I know you're stubborn. But be stubborn and persistent in pushing against these old remnants. It already got you so far. I believe in you, my -" I can never get this name. I don't know which one he wants to say. It must be the one I'm missing.

[venusempathempresspriestess]

Cosmic Counterpart ~

[noctis-arcana]

@chaosxdemon

"Well if you want to collapse onto the floor, fine. But I'm putting you into a bed afterwards."

[noctis-arcana]

@chaosxdemon

"Oh! Ah. I did not realize you were um..." He couldn't help but admire the appearance. Bill quickly walked over and set down a certain book. "I found this. It wasn't destroyed after all. A little damaged maybe but still in good enough condition."