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creepy!namjoon x f!reader
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warnings: shy yandere namjoon, extremely light noncon touching, somnophilia tendencies, masturbation(male), namjoon being hella creepy, this is just super creepy idk what else to say
namjoon remembered the first time he visited your house. he could recall everything about that night, the barely audible hum of your fan on, the small night light that was plugged in night and day, even down to where every small trinket of yours was placed. he loved the fact he had such a perfect memory. it was made to hold every fact about you, at least it was what he had convinced himself
tonight was like any other. the sky dark yet covered in rain clouds. “ ___ loves the rain ” namjoon giggled to himself before reaching the window that looked into your bedroom. there you laid body limp and cozy under a blanket. namjoon felt the usual rush of adrenaline once his eyes found you. namjoon reached into the small bushes under your window to look for the bent rusty brown wire hanger he kept there to open your window with. it was risky keeping it there although he’d love it if you found it only to get paranoid and put bars on your windows, it would get namjoon all giddy thinking about how scared you got. he shook the thought from his mind and proceeded to pop the dingy lock and slowly slide the window open letting in the cold breeze. slowly he put his feet through first before the rest of his body, turning around to make sure you had not heard before leaving the window cracked.
namjoon visited you almost every night. he loved it, and he was sure if you knew you would too. he quickly rushed over to your side of the bed, kneeled and leaned into your face. he could watch you for hours, days, years even if you'd let him. you were overwhelmingly beautiful as you slept your eyes under the lids darting around as you dreamt. he hope you were dreaming about him.
he hoped that in your nightmares he’d came and saved you, even if the role was switched and he was the bad man coming for you in your dream. namjoon became flushed at the thought his face going red although not visible in the dark room.
he could smell the shampoo you used just hours before in the shower. he felt your breath exit your mouth, he leaned even closer. waiting for you to breathe out once again. finally as you did he breathed in your breath and held it for a moment, his cock twitched in his pants and eyes rolling to the back of his head. then regretfully let your breath go before he had a coughing fit. doing this a few more times had namjoon fully hard.
he let out a small groan. his hand reached down palming himself before he undid his belt and shoved his hand down his boxers.
he continued sharing your breath yanking at his fully erect cock quietly below your bed. your breath getting him closer to his climax. you then moaned slightly. his head felt dizzy and his stomach tightened, he continued jerking himself off to your breath. he loved how you looked so docile in your sleep. so peaceful and not able to know he was there, it lit a fire in namjoon. he rubbed his tip with his thumb , he wanted to watch you sleep for a bit longer before he finished. he admired your skin the way it looked so soft from the small glow of the night light. he loved the way your smaller hairs moved slightly from the fan in the room. namjoon thought it was interesting you left the fan on although it was cold outside and soon to be freezing from the oncoming rain. your small habits were incredibly cute to him.
namjoon began stroking himself again breathing in your breath once again. you began breathing out your mouth by now. it came out warm, it was namjoons favorite. namjoon lifted his free hand to slightly touch the hair next to your ear. this sent namjoon off, he groaned loud and jerked himself faster as he released in his boxers. his cum spilt on his right hand. he didn't let himself go yet he continued to yank at his cock slower now to drain himself as much as he could, before stopping at the base of his cock. his lungs were burning, he was only breathing when you did which resulted in his out of breath state. slowly he caught his breath again and leaned away from your face.
namjoon stood up hand still around his base in his pants before he slowly pulled both his pants and boxers, revealing the cum all over his cock and right hand. he reached to his back pocket to grab his phone and opened it to camera. he leaned a bit closer so his cock was in the frame with your sleeping face. namjoon took many pictures before slipping himself back into his pants and fixed his pants and belt. he put his phone away before taking some more pictures of just your sleeping face. namjoon leaned down to your face once again he whispered so he would not wake you.
“ i love you ___, dream of me, please? “
im sorry if this sucks