#cresxentqueen

[lilyhildegard]

loose strands of baby hair fell in soft waves, shaping her face as she mindlessly blew them up at them. she couldn’t find a scrunchy that morning. lily went back and forth from playing with her hair to tossing around the seeds she held in her jacket pocket. though not much of her attention was in front of her, she made it to the mikaelson home without so much as a misstep. sapphire hues observed the different footprints in the snow as she stood outside the front door. she knew if she continued to count the number of footprints, it would trigger her mild anxiety. lily did not like people. she raised her fist to knock at the door and patiently waited for it to be answered. @cresxentqueen​

[lilyhildegard]

hayley or nora? mary louise or hayley? mary louise or nora? tanner or isabella? nala or anya?

Send me two names and my muse will tell you who they’d save if they could only save one.

“right, let’s get this out of the way. unlike most people here, i will give you  d e f i n i t e  answers. between the one who saved me and the ones who raised me ? my mums. because consistency matters. when you save something then leave it to be someone else’s problem, you lose a couple points. this next one is the hardest one of the bunch. in all honesty i’d go with the one who sided with me that day ( duh ) . but in general, my mum ( nora ) . though, not so sure what good it would do saving her. she won’t live without  m o t h e r . if i can’t save them both i lose them both. tragic. between my sisters ? tanner. this shouldn’t be a surprise, everyone knows i play favorites. in all seriousness, there once was a time i thought izzy and i were the closest. we were both witches. you can say i felt a little  d i v i d e  when i transitioned this year. izzy and i are no longer the same species. it’s sad. all those years i thought we were the same. turns out we’re completely different. although maybe our personalities should have told me that a little earlier in the game. it’s different with tanner, we’ve always been different so nothing changed. between nala and anya, definitely nala. the amount of times she’s gotten my out of trouble with her daddy’s little wannabe task force warrants a little tit for tat wouldn’t you agree ? “

@cresxentqueen | @tannerxhildegard | @witchiz | @naladonovan | @anyaavery

[lilyhildegard]

Is there anyone you like?

“is this is a serious question ? but honestly it’s not about who i LIKE or dislike, it’s who i care about that should be the center of interest. i rarely ever really like anyone, but it doesn’t necessarily mean i  d i s l i k e  them either. prime example: i dislike nala most at times ( 10/10 would NOT recommend inviting her into your home ) but i care for her all the same. same goes with hayley ( ENTIRELY different reason ). however, to give you a more satisfying answer, yes. there are some people who have sparked my interest that i believe to be rather charming”

@naladonovan |  @cresxentqueen

[lilyhildegard]

u say ur a vegetarian or vegan or wtvr but damn u like having beef w/ hayley

“AGAIN with your obsession with my relationship with hayley… please listen very closely because i fear you have some sort of cognitive disability that you should get checked out. i do not have a problem with hayley. I DO NOT HAVE A PROBLEM WITH HAYLEY. understand ? why is it that when i need space, you turn it into me having an issue with her ? have you ever considered that it might just be me needing to process things my own way so i need to have some time to myself to work it all out? there has never been a time i’ve wished harm upon hayley, i’ve never went out of my way to be mean to her, so why is the conclusion that i have beef with her ?  o h   w a i t , i forgot, every time i don’t choose to entertain someone and their small talk you think i’m being mean. look, clearly you don’t understand our relationship. it’s fine, you’re not supposed to. why ? because it’s not for you and has nothing to do with you. it’s mine and hers. and it’s okay if no one else understands it. correct me if i’m wrong but this is about the fact that i’m a little less than excited about the twins right ? everyone is showering her with praises and lily is being a mean and awful bitch. did i hit that on the head ? well to understand my reaction, you’d have to understand me. and clearly you know absolutely nothing besides my name. here’s a tiny insight; i’m HAPPY for her. i am all for her getting what she wants. but that does NOT invalidate my initial reaction and feelings of abandonment when she told me ( you’d have to know me to even know a fraction of what this could entail - but you don’t so.. bye ). avoiding her doesn’t mean i’m mad. it means i’m sad. i’m trying to figure out a life with a little less her and it’s hard. i don’t want to be around her because sometimes bad things happen when i get angry, sad, or scared and i can’t control it. i can barely explain it. i’m not reluctant to see her because i’m some self righteous bitch, i’m reluctant to see her because i don’t want to accidentally hurt her or them. happy ? now leave me  A L O N E .”

@cresxentqueen

[lilyhildegard]

🌟 / 👻 / 💘

Get to know the people in my muse’s life.

🌟 …someone my muse trusts.

outside the family.. sometimes hayley & nala

👻 …someone my muse considers a best friend.

tanner & pookie, her mums. there’s honestly no one else that she would put under that label.

💘 …someone my muse has a crush on.

no one. absolutely no one. 

@cresxentqueen | @naladonovan | @tannerxhildegard | @witchiz

[lilyhildegard]

PEOPLE MEME // 🌟 💔 😒 👻 👀 💩 👑

Get to know the people in my muse’s life.

🌟 …someone my muse trusts.

lily acknowledges different  l e v e l s  of trust in which a handful of people ( hayley, raven, NALA, etc. ) fall into. when speaking of trusting wholeheartedly, her family. the end. 

💔 …someone who broke my muse’s heart.

aside from the great heartbreak of 2055 by her girlfriend of a year and six months, hayley was the one to recently break lily’s heart. not in a romantic way, no. something much more personal than that. when hayley revealed the truth about lily’s adoption not only did her heart break, but her soul and SPIRIT as well.

😒 …someone my muse hates.

contrary to popular belief, lily hates no one. in order to hate someone they’d have to have been close, lily never lets anyone get too close. at least, not anymore.

👻 …someone my muse considers a best friend.

she’s her own best friend aside from her family. 

👀 …someone my muse likes, but doesn’t trust.

lily doesn’t necessarily like or dislike people. she doesn’t really care about anyone other than herself or her family, but of course there are a  f e w  exceptions. one of the people that would loosely fall under this specific category would be NALA. it’s not that lily doesn’t trust nala, some level of trust is definitely there ( she’s allowed entry in the hildegard home, she helped lily escape matt’s deputies, etc. ) but nala was just as much as a wildcard as she was and lily finds it hard to trust the unpredictable.

💩 …someone my muse dislikes, but admires.

in order to dislike or admire someone, lily would have to care ( to a minimal extent ) about that said person. that’s not really her thing. she basically goes around doing her thing, ignoring everyone else and their rules. the people she admires, she definitely likes.

👑 …someone my muse is jealous of.

lily isn’t jealous of a single person. she is jealous more so of little moments. a perfect example would be of when the carnival was in town. it was a family even yet her parents were at work. though disappointing, it wasn’t a at all a surprise. they were ALWAYS at work. the only time she really ever saw her mothers were when they had no choice but to sit her down, give her a long lecture, and agree on a suitable punishment for whatever trouble they had to get her out of. she was envious of everyone who got to see their beloved parents on a more casual basis. lily’s way of receiving love is through QUALITY TIME, so to be present is very important to her. whenever she sees families have what she wants, she gets jealous and frustrated and acts out. welcome to the inner turmoil that is lily. 

@tannerxhildegard​ @persephonehildegard​ @cresxentqueen​ @rcvenmk​ @naladonovan​ 

[lilyhildegard]

🍓 anyone in town

emoji asks 💫

🍓 send me 4 names: kiss, befriend, kill or marry?

“if i could kill anyone in town it would definitely be: abby & mateo, oh and tyler for fathering them, siren sisters, ajax, aubrey, violet, declan, ramona, miranda, winter, evan, lincoln, alexandra, anastasia, bentley, malia, jesse, matt, … the list goes on. let me go through the others and i’ll get back to this one. okay let’s start with the shortest list, though the real answer would be no one, for the sake of this game i’ll say i’d marry  h o  p e . second shortest list is befriend. i don’t befriend ANYONE, the friends i currently have literally cornered me and basically forced me to like having them around. but again… to humor this little game, it’d say  l u c a  . my KILL list will always be the longest list but my KISS list is a close second; nala, amber, natalya, edith, natasha, bonnie, ivy, caroline, melanie, katherine elena & amara together, miranda, emery, jessa, camille, raven, davina, ramona, anastasia, hayley, aubrey, bentley, malia, rebekah, and anya. you’ll find that some names overlap. not a mistake.”

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[originclhybrid]

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