May 13, 2013
My housemates are so cute. They aaaaaadore Jack and whenever he leaves they come out of their room all giggly like 'DID YOU DO IT YET?!'
Still no guys. Hahahaa
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My housemates are so cute. They aaaaaadore Jack and whenever he leaves they come out of their room all giggly like 'DID YOU DO IT YET?!'
Still no guys. Hahahaa
Im so excited about this.
This month is the loveliest of jacks 21st birthday, so im making his birthday present. I taught him to juggle, hes naturally very good at it, but i dont have enough time to teach him as frequently as we should, SO for his birthday, iv bought him some moleskines in his favourite colours, and im making him a book, full of all 3 ball tricks, written in a way that he finds it easiest to learn, with diagrams that match the colours of his balls and QR codes that go to videos of me juggling the pattern, because hes getting a smart phone from his parents and can then juggle along. Gah. Its just too exciting.
Aaah today was just lush, i turned my phone off so noone could contact me. I met jack, saw his van and then we went for a really long walk in the sunshine, we broke into an abandoned house and explored it, he nearl fell out of a roof, but i caught him on my shoulders. (I said 'Not usually how we teach this, but well done all the same') We went back to the van and made friends with the llamas on the farm hes living on, then he made me lunch with all the foods he knows i love but cant eat, like white baguettes, smoked cheese, potato salad, fancy crisps etc outside in the grass, and we chatted and played, then got cold and went into his van and chilled for a bit til it was time for me to leave. All in all, v.v.lush, it was like having a mini camping holiday.
*Contented sigh*
Today im going to see the lovliest of jacks and i know i said that was done but apparently not. Hes arranged it all, im going to go to his (this is new for us) and we're going to go on 'a little adventure' to the lake and hes going to make a picnic. All very lovely and stuff. Im going to turn my phone off, im so looking forward to having a day that had absolutely nothing to do with circus/work.
(Not that i dont love what i do, its just that because its my ENTIRE life, 24/7, when something stressful happens, it consumes my whoooole life and i reaaaally need a break..)
Also, the antibiotics are starting to kick in and i can now manage my tooth ache with painkillers, so i slept 8hrs last night! (This is not very much at all for me, but still..) I feel much much better..
Oh and jack texts me everytime he gets a new catch. Hes on 13 at the minute, i told him when he gets to 50, il teach him a trick. Im very proud, but mostly jealous ofhow quickly hes got it... And how much he loves juggling, its still all new and exciting for him.. weiiiiird
Iv drunk so much coffee just because jack likes it.
Lovliest of afternoons with lovliest of jacks, heavy rain outside, but heaters on high, we caught up for a bit on what we'd been doing with our lives he's hella busy at uni, then he taught me some guitar, and then we sat on the floor in my room and sang together and danced and laughed. I then taught him some juggling, he was really good and that annoyed me, he picked it up considerably faster than me, but he was overjoyed when he got 7 catches, he leaped around, i felt so so so proud. We chatted lots, ate cookies and drank coffee, he let me wrap some wool in his dreads, i drew little pictures of us together in his notebook and wore his hat while we sat close but nothing actually happened.
Im getting slightly concerned that the time has gone, that its been toooo many times when nothings happened, but he still sends 4 'x's on texts even when im mardy and still wants to hang out, so i just dont know. How slow is too slow?
It was sort of a perfect rainy afternoon.