#crush tip

[spaghettistaingirl]

There are seven states between me and my crush right now.

SEVEN.

I’m actually depressed and going to school seems pointless lol.

I’m also extremely sick of his effect on me like can you just STOP! I don’t even know what it is that he does he just needs to stop it.

[spaghettistaingirl]

Just a little more whole

So if you’ve been a follower of mine for a while, you know that I lost my best friend (she didn’t die we just had a big fight that another girl caused.) For the past two years, I’ve been trying to fight this hatred I’ve had for this girl (NOT my ex-best friend) in my heart and it’s been really difficult.

I went to my last homecoming dance last Friday. My ex-best friend somehow ended up with me and the group of girls I was with. We talked about our freshman year of homecoming when we went together and about other memories and it was just really good vibes. We told each other that we missed one another and exchanged snapchats, and numbers. We re-followed each other on social medias too.

Tonight we went out to see a movie. It wasn’t a good movie, but it was the fact that we needed a night out together. It was great. We were joking around just like how we used to. I think we really needed that, too. On my way home I could (literally) feel my heart just filling up, as if part of me was coming back.

I just feel so much happier having her back in my life. We don’t even have to be best friends like before, nothing has to be like before. We’ve both grown and matured and learned things about ourselves. I don’t think things will be like before. I’m just happy we’re okay and healed and starting fresh.

I have a lot of love in my heart right now.

xoxo-T 💙

[spaghettistaingirl]

Crush Tip #7

Remember: they are a person! (just like you!) You CAN talk to them. You CAN say hi. Don't be afraid 💕

[spaghettistaingirl]

“I fell in love with the image I made of you.”

[tanninsharks]

Crush tip

Walk the long way around the lunch table,, bring food of choice, make eye contact and seductively eat your food of choice then run