#crush updates

[freakynct]

𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐮𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞 #𝟐

my crush has changed between these two guys so many times but anyways, about the 184cm tall crush lol;; weather was really shitty today so we didn't work all day and we literally talked for 4 hours straight, like ??? how did that even happen ?? we sat down alone together and talked about all kinds of things;; it really felt like a date [even tho it wasn't] and i learned so much about him and told him so much about me and we have a lot of things in common and he's so nice and sweet uwu;; there was never an awkward silence or embarrassment, i felt so comfortable around him and he really made me feel safe, as if i could tell him anything;; i touched him so much too lol i need to chill;; sometimes he would get up to grab something or to speak for a brief moment with our coworkers but he would always comeback to keep talking and i thought that was so nice of him;; he also said he really liked having that conversation with me and was very happy that we had so much stuff in common;; idk i never had such a nice talk with a guy before or such a long one haha but i feel so good, today was such a good day uwu;; i'm still not sure if he has a girlfriend or not since i saw him kissing another girl a few days ago but his friend said that she wasn't even from town and was gone and didn't mention anything about them dating so idk if it was just a fling but tbh i'm trying to not worry too much about it since one of my goals for this year was to get closer with a guy and have some more "boy experiences lol" and i feel like i already got that so yeah, it's a happy day regardless

wow this was long, thank you if you read till the end ♡

[envysim]

crush update (i know you probably don’t want to see stuff like this so block “crush updates” or if you want to block all of my shitposts block “shut up laine” anyways i just really need to say it even if nobody cares)

so basically a little update from yesterday , my crush and i spoke today and we joked around with each other ?? like fuck omg he’s so funny andmskfkdk and he begged me to do his physics hw for him (like i said, the same class) and it wasn’t the most ethical to do so but this boy makes me WEAK so ofc i said yes !! and he said he’d pay be $15 so i’m waiting !! and he’s so cute and me and this friend i made in my physics made a gc on snapchat so i get to talk with him nearly every day and i’m super duper excited because i fricken love this dude & i’m really good friends with two of his friends !! so hopefully it works out but prob not , anyways i’m good w/ being friends didkdkkdkd

[stardust-revengers]

Y’all I gotta crush update

So today in a computer class, for one of the activities we had to click the mouse of our computer as fast as you could To get points before Time ends. and LET ME TELL YOU, my crush walked up behind me and grabbed my mouse when my hand was still on and put his hand over mine(so he literally grabbed my hand in his and I swear he squeezed my hand),and clicked it for me winning the game cuz I was ‘clicking to slow’ but bitch I am still shook cuz he came up behind me out of no where, and when I caught him staring he made a funny face and I was like ‘stoop’ and he just shook his head and laughed I was like......biiiiitchhhhhhhhh.

[freakynct]

𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐮𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞 #𝟏

i'm back with the crush updates because why not haha;;

nothing super major happened today but i'm taking baby steps;; he invited me to join his friend group at work today to talk and he seemed like he was flirting a little bit but i'm not really sure tbh lol;; he did say that he noticed a mannerism i have whenever i talk to him and i think it's cute that he noticed that haha;; i never know if i should get my hopes up with these things or not but i'm just gonna take it as it is and see if it progresses;; i used to be so natural around him but since i got a crush on him i don't even know how to act around him anymore ugh;; but i do like the fact that he always tries to pull me in to conversations even if he's talking to his friends only, he always asks me my opinion and stuff like that;; i swear he's so cute, i can't handle this :'(

[freakynct]

𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐮𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞 #𝟐

we talked so much today!! we had a conversation at lunch break and even laughed a little and we talked throughout the day too! god he's sooo nice!!! i barely talk to any of my other co-workers so i think it's so cute that he's always talking to me uwu he always makes eye contact when he speaks and that intimidates me but i was able to reciprocate a little, so i'm proud of myself!! also i'll do anything to look into his light blue eyes hehe he always smiles too and that just makes him more attractive tbh. i'm still sad he only works 2 days a week so i barely see him :(

[freakynct]

𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐮𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞 #𝟏

[for anyone that cares]

we only said hello and goodbye to each other since we were working pretty far from each other today but we exchanged some glances from time to time. nothing more than that really :( ohh he also always addresses me by my name which i think is cute uwu my name actually sounds good coming from him lol

[freakynct]

𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐮𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞 #𝟒

omg omg where do i even begin?? this is going to be a very long one so brace yourselves

ok, so this might not be too important for some of you but it was really exciting and interesting to me, but anyways, last night a 'card reading' video was recommended to me on youtube and i only watch those when they're randomly recommended to me because i feel like it's the universe trying to tell me something haha;; but yeah, it was called 'who has their eye on you' or something like that and mind you, i haven't watched a card reading video in a long time so this one being recommended to me was very very random but i decided to click on it;; the thing is that what the person read on the cards related to my crush sooo much and it mentioned very similar things that he had done or said to me and it also said that i probably knew the person from work, like???? yes!!;; i could go in more detail about what was said on the reading but i won't bore you with that lol;; anyways, back to the actual events with my crush today: he wasn't working today but he did come at the end of the day to visit us [his coworkers and friends];; we were all in a group, talking and laughing as usual and he asked for my rings again;; of course i gladly gave it to him and he wore it until i had to go home [i almost went away without it lol];; we touched hands a lot and he was very playful and teasing with me again;; when he nags me i always pretend to choke him or something haha;; he was sitting in a place that was a bit high [please remember my 160cm short ass lol] and he asked me if i didn't wanna sit too so i asked him to help me get up there and he held my hand and waist and i'm not gonna lie, the feeling of his hand on my waist was so good, especially because i was wearing a crop top so he was touching my actual skin and his fingers felt warm and cozy uwu;; i sat in front of him first and he made the unfortunate discovery that i'm ticklish on my sides so you know how that went lol;; my leg was starting to hurt so i sat between him and our other friend and i was soooo close to him, our legs were touching;; sometimes when he would talk to me and i would look at him our faces would be so close omg the urge to kiss him was big, i swear;; and now to the main event that is super cheesy but that left me shaking in my seat... the boy had the audacity to put his arm around me, behind my back and tell me it's because his back was hurting!!!!!! we all know that's bullshit because he told me because i sat next to him he had to change his posture and that's why his back was hurting but he had been sitting the exact same way the whole time, even before i sat next to him and i told him that and guess what??? he smirked!!;; i know i sound like i'm twelve again but i feel like he's starting to show me signs that he likes me and i read somewhere that when someone likes you they will find ways to touch you a lot, that's also what i do to him, and none of my other male friends touch me as much as he does so.... idk, what do you guys think? i also thought that he was going to have his last day of work on thursday but he says he's still gonna work at least 2 or 3 more days and he's also planning on staying in my city but i'm going to be the one moving in october because of my internship :( jesus, i really need to get his number, i don't wanna lose contact with him :(

[freakynct]

𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐮𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞 #𝟓

ok so i think all of you already know the main event which was me finally getting his number after a lot of anxiety and fear washed over me lol;; today was a bit more chill than other days but we keep doing the same little things that brings us closer like him asking me for my ring again and wearing it throughout the whole entire day;; he always does that and i really don't know why but i think it's cute;; now that he found out that i'm ticklish he won't stop tickling me which i can't decide if it's either unfortunate or good for me haha;; i spent most of the day next to him and we would always sit soooo close to each other that everytime we would look at each other to talk or something our faces would be so incredibly close and i still don't know how i haven't kissed him yet because gurl i was so close hahaha;; we touched hands a lot today too and he asked me if i didn't want to grab coffee with him and our other friend so we did that and i think that was the first time that we did something outside of work lol;; i got a little sad when they started talking about this other girl that i know that he had a thing with and he noticed and asked me if everything was ok and my dumbass said no because i can't lie and i swear i was so close to confessing that i like him because he kept saying that i could always talk to him if i wanted to and said that he was getting sad from seeing me sad too and that just uwu how cute of him, i can't :') he was also scared that i was sad because of him because he thought i was taking his usual teasing and nagging the wrong way and that's when i almost confessed but then my fear of rejection got the best of me and i just shut my mouth lol;; other smaller things happened but those were the main events i guess;; don't know when i'll see him again but he said that even if this was his last day at work that he would still visit so yeah, i'm happy about that hehe