#cryingitout

[catherineak3]

Aarrhhggg!!! I'm so angry, sad, and confused all at the same time!!

[raisingfrijolita]

went to turn on the heater in Palomas room but the second I opened the door she jumped up and started screeching. I ran away hoping she wouldnt notice but ha, yeah right. 

took her four minutes but she finally cried it out and is back to being KOed!

[riffraffrumblings]

Paloma has been crying for the past fifteen minutes. She has a new diaper and has been fed. She has her binky in bed with her. She has no reason to cry other than she wants to cuddle back to sleep. I can't let her back into the bed because she needs to learn to fall asleep by herself in the middle of the night. Looks like its gonna be a rough night. I know she's fine because I'm right next to her. She stops for a minute to suck on her pacifier and then she will look at me and start crying again. She just stopped crying for about a minute. Spoke too soon. Fuck.

[live-die-be-pretty]

Shit always happens. I know we learn things by things we go through. And I'm fucking sick of this I've learned enough. Nothing every seems to go right. Just when I think I actually like life again things get fucked up.