#cryptsofeternity

[vikingbitch]

cryptsofeternity replied to your post: Getting ready to go out for my birthda...

happy birthday!!!

Thanks honey!!! I am old lol

[drownedcat]

i just wanted to say thank you to everyone that messaged/replied/text me last night after i posted something incredibly personal. you guys mean a WHOLE lot to me and i truly value our friendships. i extend the same hand you've extended to me: if you ever fell hopeless, come talk to me and i would be more than happy to remind you about how special and loved you are. blessings, good vibes, and nothing but love to everyone <3

[drownedcat]

cryptsofeternity replied to your post: [[MOR] i keep forgetting that he had older and...

No need to feel like you cant be sad. Even the smallest memory gives you every right to be sad. like i said he was just a background character in my life even though ive known him since 2nd grade, but now Im just full of regret

it's just - when my grandfather died, i could be sad, he was my grandfather, he was family. but this is a super great friend i had for like, nine months before we stopped talking and then suddenly died on me. it's like, it's almost a dream that we were ever friends it was so intense but brief. it's like losing apart of myself.

am i making sense?

[drownedcat]

cryptsofeternity replied to your post: [[MOR] i used to tell him that i would die at...

i feel so horrible. one time we were fighting and i told him to go kill himself. I cant stop thinking about it. I really hope he didnt take it to heart that day. Fucking a

the last time i talked to him i was an asshole. i was always so mad at him because he would shoot up and i told him he was better than that. i stopped talking to him because of it. i always cared, but having an addictive personality meshed with his lifestyle would have brought me under and i couldn't deal with it. i wish i hadn't been an asshole the last time we spoke, i wish i had seen him one more time and laughed with him. i have videos of him, no pictures. i feel lost, shabbir. i feel like i killed him.

[vikingbitch]

cryptsofeternity replied to your post: So yeah…been gone a while...

holy shit… dude if you need anyone to talk to im here D: I hope everything works out for you

Thanks darlin. It is what it is, I can't change it. But I can do everything in my power to make life better for myself.

[drownedcat]

cryptsofeternity replied to your post: this mean bitch from high school is a fucking...

dont talk shit about me i follow your blog you know

listen here punk