Traveler's Log -- Olaka, Part IV: A Steel Barrel That Rusts in Time
Olaka: The Longest Journey!
Isaak's identity had been revealed to the rest of the group. Oscare, not wanting the shape-shifter to escape, had gotten some manacles and a chain specifically designed to conform to a shape-shifter's new form, should they change it. Now the two of them were with Doji near the outskirts of Talis, the city that had been burning on their arrival. The flames seemed to be quenched for now, and the townspeople were milling about to help out with cleaning up the remaining damage or to help people injured in the flames.
Jaspur was nowhere to be seen. Oscare remembered that Jaspur said he was going to talk with Ralaux Rombaferre, the shape-shifter man they met on the road to Talis who was carried off to a hospital shortly after their arrival.
Doji flitted back and forth nervously between the chained Isaak and Oscare. The very idea of her friends being enemies was concerning to her, and she wasn't quite sure what to do. "We should let Isaak go," Doji said to Oscare.
Isaak desperately pulled against his chains, his eyes bloodshot and panicked. If he did hear Doji, he didn't react to her. Instead, he began slamming against a tree, trying desperately to break the chain.
A nearby tiartzard rushed over at the sight of Isaak slamming himself against a tree. "Hey! Whoa! WHOA!" She tried to restrain Isaak to keep him from hurting himself anymore.
Isaak screamed in revulsion and did his best to try to escape his captor's grasp, but couldn't break free!
Doji paced back and forth near the tiartzard in concern. "Please don't hurt him!"
"Holy shit, what's going on here?!" the tiartzard grunted, fixing her grip tighter. "I'm not gonna hurt him, god, I'm trying to keep him from hurtin' hisself!"
"Oscare says that he hurt people, but I know it can't be true! Isaak is good and brave!" Doji continued to insist.
Isaak kicked against the tiartzard and screamed again, trying his hardest to pull away. Isaak's kick struck the tiartzard in the leg -- apparently there was an old wound of some sort there, for she fell to the ground and released Isaak. "God-fucking-dammit! Someone grab him!"
Doji loomed over Isaak, reaching out a wing towards him. "Isaak, it's okay!" She attempted to soothe him. "We're gonna get you out of there soon, okay? We just have to clear this up!"
Isaak ignored Doji and began to slam his chains into the tree again. Finally, he managed to produce a word with each swing. "Get. It. OFF!"
"Hey! Calm down!" the tiartzard yelled. She staggered to her feet with great effort. "You're going to hurt yourself! Calm down and we'll figure something out!"
Isaak smashed his chains into the tree again and his hair burst from black to red when he finally heard the tiartzard. He turned to her, tears now streaming down his face. "Just get them off," he mumbled, and began slamming into the tree again, but his energy was fading.
"Look, I can't do that unless you promise not to... go apeshit," the tiartzard said, gesturing to the tree that now bears a few marks from Isaak's rampage. "This city's got enough to deal with right now. Can't have someone runnin' around and causin' trouble, yeah?"
Isaak hit the tree one more time and fell over in a heap. His eyes were wide open, but he didn't seem like he would run any time soon.
The tiartzard let out a long sigh. She hefted one of his hands up and checked the make of the shackles. "Great, just hold still..." The tiartzard fished out a lockpick from her pockets and started to pick the lock, eventually managing to open it with a soft click. The handcuffs fell off.
"Right... So, what's going on here?"
Isaak sprang up and tried to scramble up the nearest tree, but the tiartzard moved too fast for Isaak and grabbed him by the leg, holding him in place. "Very funny."
Isaak screeched and blindly kicked back at the tiartzard.
Doji turned to Oscare as though it physically pained her to watch Isaak struggle with the tiartzard. "Oscare! Can't you clear this up? Isaak couldn't have done any of those things you said he did!"
"The sad truth is that he did do all those things I said he did. And I wasn't alone to witness it. Unfortunately, the only other living witness is.... not here." Oscare coughed. "Regardless, he's in shackles because otherwise he'd probably go berserk and kill anything that stands in his way."
"NO!" Isaak shouted back, and he slipped backward off the tree.
"What?" The tiartzard stared at Isaak. "I'm gonna put you back in chains if you don't stop this shit!" Roughly, she yanked him forward. "Hold still, and we can make this easy and nice for everyone. Keep this up, and I'll throw you in prison. Okay?"
Isaak scuttled backward until his back was leaning against the tree. He closed his eyes and put his hands on his head, breathing hard.
"You can do whatever you want with him, just don't kill him," said Oscare.
"God, I'm not gonna kill him! Do you think I got to be mayor by being a mass murderer?"
Oscare threw his arms up and shrugged. "Hey, I'm just saying I don't care."
"You're the mayor? Oh, good!" Doji seemed somewhat comforted by the fact there's an authority figure nearby. "Do you know where Jaspur went? Maybe he can help clear all this up!"
Isaak put his arms on his shoulders and kept breathing, saying nothing.
"Uh... I don't know anyone named Jaspur," said the mayor, bewildered.
"Doji, just because she's the mayor doesn't mean she knows everyone that comes in and out."
The mayor pulled Isaak to his feet. "Okay, what are you people doing here? You picked a bad time to show up in Talis, and like I said, I don't want to deal with any trouble I can avoid."
"Well... our original intention was to prevent trouble, but. That plan clearly didn't work," Oscare focused his look at the city. "We wanted to warn authorities here of an incoming army. But it seems like we were, as you said, badly timed."
Doji straightened up with a new sense of purpose! "Oh, that's right! I forgot when Isaak and Oscare started fighting!" She nodded at Oscare's words.
"Alamo. Alamo coming," Isaak managed to just barely sputter out.
"Oncoming Alamo army..? So you saw the people who did this?" the mayor asked.
Isaak frantically nodded over and over again. "C-Captives. They have captives. Veriol captives. Th-they're roaming a-around and attacking p-people."
The mayor's brow furrowed. "And you saw this?"
"Did we?" Doji sounded confused. "That other shape-shifter, he said..."
"S-some stragglers. W-we were attacked. R-remember? The ch-chronomancers that burned each other?"
"The bandits!" Doji exclaimed.
Oscare put a hand on his chin. "They acted more like bandits to me."
"Th-they told us about the army! H-how do you not remember!? Th-the army of blue soldiers! Alamo troops! There was a destroyed Veriol vehicle buried in the snow nearby!"
Oscare shrugged. "I vouch for that. We did see two of them."
"...Alright, I'll notify the police," said the mayor. "If you need anything else from me, ask around for where Mayor Perlais' office is."
Isaak nodded and closed his eyes again, curling up tight against the side of the tree.
Oscare nodded. "Right, we'll tell you anything we know immediately."
"Thank you!" Doji said to the mayor, before turning back to Isaak, looking concerned. "Are you hurt?" She asked, hovering near his side. As the tiartzard walked off, Doji thought that the name "Perlais" sounded familiar... She remembered that Zajcitos mentioned the name. Doji turned back to the mayor. "Wait!" she called to her. The mayor turned back. "Do you know Zajcitos, from Jerrau?"
"Zaj...citos--" The name was stammered a little. "Yeah, I know her. Did she send you here?"
"Sort of! We were going to investigate because a giant dreadhorn attacked Jerrau, and then we met the bandits and saw the wreck and the other shape-shifter on the way!"
"Other shape-shifter?" Mayor Perlais asked.
"Ralaux Rombaferre." Oscare added. Isaak sat quietly.
"Rombaferre?" Mayor Perlais repeated. "Never thought I'd hear that name for a while. But if he's in charge of the Alamo forces you mentioned, then they couldn't have been the ones to attack."
"Why's that?" Doji asked.
Isaak muttered, "He was scouting on his own. Nowhere near the forces. Maybe they sent him away, towards the bandits we found so they could waylay him while the rest of the forces attacked.”
"He's from around here. Whole family is," added Mayor Perlais with a slight growl to her voice. "He wouldn't have done this. If you find out anything, let me know. Good day."
"If you want, you can visit the hospital. He's probably there being tended to," suggested Oscare.
Mayor Perlais nodded in acknowledgment, but said nothing more as she left. Isaak once again scrambled up a tree.
"Oh, bye!" Doji turned to the others as Perlais departed. "Well, that settles that! No one would ever march against their own home!"
Isaak sat still in the tree and shuddered, still trying to regain his composure.
"What now?"
Isaak said nothing. Doji looked up at Isaak briefly before glancing around. "We should try to help anyone who was hurt by the fire!" Doji decided. She ambled off towards the town, looking around for anyone who might be in need of help.
Oscare nodded at Doji. "Good idea, the people in town might need a helping hand or two." Oscare faced upwards at Isaak. "You can stay up there forever if you want, just please avoid getting into trouble." Oscare marched over to town.
Isaak made no move to get down, instead attempting to determine if he could travel the way to where the fire was without leaving the treetops... but there weren't enough trees around for that. Isaak sighed, and he slid down the tree. He walked silently behind Doji and Oscare, checking over his shoulder and looking for anything out of the ordinary.
Oscare and Doji saw a pair of larephs sitting on the curb, ashes in their clothes and fur. Isaak also saw the larephs, but he also noticed a rago with bright blue eyes nearby. The rago met his gaze and turned away, slowly starting to walk down an alleyway. Isaak pointed out the rago to the others.
Doji approached the larephs. "Are you guys okay? Do you need help at all?"
One of the larephs shook his head. "Naw... We fine." His accent was thick and his grammar was poor, indicating that he wasn't used to speaking Standard Kylian.
"Jus' tryin' to catch our breath is all," added the other lareph.
"Oh, okay! If you're sure!" Doji turned away from them, then looked in the direction Isaak mentioned the rago."Oh! Maybe they need help?" She started after the rago. Oscare just followed Doji.
Isaak ran his hands through his hair until it turned back to black.
The two approached the rago, who turned around and growled. "Whaddya want? Busy here." She wore a brown cloak that covered most of her body, and it was lined with fur. Isaak recognized the patterns as being from a dreadhorn rather similar to the one that attacked Jerrau. Isaak whispered this information to Doji.
"We just wanted to make sure you were okay, after the fire," Doji explained. Doji glanced at Isaak as he whispered to her and inspected the rago's cloak curiously. "Nice cloak! Did you defeat a giant dreadhorn, too?"
The rago looked at her cloak as Doji mentioned it. "Bought it here."
"Where?" Oscare spoke up in interest.
The rago gestured vaguely. "Market district. East of here."
"Why don't we go check that out? Probably gonna need lots of help there," suggested Oscare.
"They're fine there," said the rago gruffly. "Didn't get hit."
"How fortunate. Do you think there's any area in particular that needs help?"
Doji peered. "Is that where you were? You don't look like you have any burns or anything, which is good!"
"No, they have it under control here." The rago shrugged. "They got warned in advance. Able to mobilize relief units and stuff."
"Oh, that's good!" Doji turned to the others. "Maybe we should look for Jaspur now, or the other shape-shifter to see if his leg is okay?"
The rago tilted her head. "Jaspur..? He speak Alamin?" Isaak nodded, remembering that Jaspur could read the the sword they found with Alamin lettering. "Weird. Don't get many Alamin-speakers 'round here."
"You know him?" asked Isaak, finally speaking up.
"No... Just recognized the name as Alamin."
"Oh! Speaking of names! What's your name?" Doji asked suddenly. "I'm Doji! We came here to warn Talis about a suspicious series of wrecks, and even an army marching here!"
"Call me Ironhide." The rago shrugged with indifference. "Right... if you got nothing to say, I'm out." Ironhide started to walk off again, apparently annoyed at being stopped to begin with.
"Goodbye!" Doji called as Ironhide left. She turned to the others. "Let's try to find Jaspur or Ralaux now!" She paused. "Do you think the mayor knows where the hospital is? That's where Ralaux would end up, with his leg, don't you think?"
Ironhide stopped. In a few large strides, she was back in front of Doji, practically staring up at the much-taller doeron. "What did you say?"
"Oh! Ralaux, the shape-shifter," Doji explained. "We met him on the way here. His leg got hurt, though, so we think he went to the hospital with our friend Jaspur."
"Ralaux... Rombaferre?"
Doji nodded. "Yeah! Do you know him?"
Ironhide said nothing at first and merely narrowed her eyes a little. "...He's injured? How?"
"Oh, he was running with a sword, as a wolf, and Isaak shot at him, I think on accident." Doji frowned slightly, remembering the sharp pain when Isaak had shot her in the back.
"...Who's Isaak?" asked Ironhide.
"Oh! This is Isaak," Doji said, nodding at him, "and this is Oscare." She gestured to the cainos. Isaak prepared to run, feeling the rago's piercing gaze on him.
"...Why?"
Oscare glared at Isaak, ready to bolt after him if need be.
"Why is he called Oscare? I'm not sure how cainos naming works," Doji admitted.
"No. Why did you shoot him?" Ironhide asked Isaak, apparently not bothered by Doji's pointless question.
"There... Alamo sword. He took it. It was evidence. I wanted us to have proof that Alamo troops were marching. Nobody would have believed us if we didn't have proof."
Ironhide was silent for a moment. She looked to the others, and then back to Isaak. "...I hate people like you," she said. "People who let their weapons think for them. I hate them. That's why this city got attacked. People got hurt. Innocent people. Because a weapon was thinking instead of a person."
Isaak sighed, and he said, "Yes."
Doji's eyes went wide. "Do you know many people like that?"
"Many. Too many." Ironhide's blue eyes narrowed again. "What do you say to a man whose house got burned to the ground? To an orphan whose only caretaker is in the hospital? To a freshly widowed woman whose husband is now a burnt corpse ten feet under..? What do you say when you know that all that happened for no reason? Nobody thinks about that anymore. All they want is quick solutions. Shoot first. Kill them before they kill us. So I hate them."
Floored, Oscare's jaw dropped. Isaak shuddered. He didn't want to stay any longer.
Doji's shoulders drooped and she looked down briefly before looking back up at Ironhide. "And you say the same thing happened here? You don't think the people who attacked here were thinking? Did you know the people who attacked here, too?"
Ironhide noticed Isaak's shudder. "Scare you? That means I'm right." She appraised the gun in its holster with a condescending glare. "That gun is the only brain you have. A steel barrel that rusts in time... but not before it's left a bloody stain on the world." Her gaze swept over the group before her. "Jaltur Ironhide. Former... Alamo officer. I was with Colonel Rombaferre when our ships all sank."
"Former?" Doji repeated.
Oscare bowed his head. "Jaltur Ironhide.? Could you tell us everything you know about what happened the time your ship sank?"
"Got hit. Bad storm," Ironhide said grimly. "Sank with a bunch of Veriols, too. But Colonel Rombaferre knew their commander. Struck a deal. Came here to find out what caused that storm. Tracked the culprit down. Colonel Rombaferre left to find his sword. And then we found the person who did it. Used a weapon to sink us. The Veriol colonel took it. Wasn't the same after. Panicked. City got torched. They ran... and so I left. Colonel Rombaferre is my only leader... but I'm not following him under the banner of the Alamo Empire. Not when my comrades would take orders from a Veriol man saying to burn everything."
"Wait, are you saying the Veriol colonel got the weapon that caused the storm and then changed enough that he torched the city with the rest of the Alamo crew?" Doji asked, shocked.
"R-really?" Isaak asked.
"A weapon was doing the thinking," intoned Ironhide.
Isaak nodded. "Wh-what weapon could do this?"
"Wait, that doesn't make sense. Why would he do that? Simply to kill the Alamo?" Oscare asked, trying to piece together this seemingly nonsensical situation.
"No... This is a Veriol city. But weapons don't discriminate between friend and foe. You point. You shoot. It won't stop just because the other guy's wearing the same colors as you."
"And people wonder why I don't trust Chrono." Jaspur emerged from a nearby alleyway then, shaking his head as he made himself known to the group and closing a small notebook with a quiet snap. "The colonel's been seen to. Any new developments here?"
Isaak took a shaky step backward.
Oscare explained, "We met the mayor. Otherwise... nothing. Besides Ironhide here."
"...Who's this..?" Ironhide asked, looking at Jaspur.
"This is our friend Jaspur!" Doji explained. "Jaspur, this is Ironhide. She's a former Alamo officer! She was with Ralaux when their ships sank!"
"Aha... stroke of luck there." Jaspur paused. "Your officer's currently recuperating. By the time I left, he was still cracking jokes, so I imagine he'll be fine with a bit of bed rest." He glanced to Isaak, gaze lingering for a second, before nodding back to Ironhide. "A pleasure, I'm sure."
"...Jaspur," Ironhide repeated. She nodded at his information. "Thank you." Ironhide looked over the group. "What are you doing here..? Do you mean to stop them? The ones who torched this city..?"
"We originally wanted the entire thing to be prevented in the first place, but that didn't go according to the plan. Right now we just want to do what we can to help," said Oscare.
Ironhide snorted with contempt. "There's nothing here for you. Unless that Veriol colonel returns for round two..."
"We were going to Suivre, to investigate the dreadhorn that attacked Jerrau, when all this stuff happened," Doji explained.
Jaspur cleared his throat. "This may be a related incident. I've acquired descriptions and names of most of the figures involved in the incident, so with luck, we'll be able to track some of the survivors down and root out the cause of this whole issue."
"They went east," said Ironhide. "All of them fled. Realized what they did. Didn't want retribution. I stayed... because I knew Colonel Rombaferre needed to know what happened."
"East? What's east of here?" asked Oscare.
"The Deadlands... They probably wanted to go where none would follow."
"I see." Jaspur paused, reflexively checking for any rank indication. However, Jaspur couldn't see any signs of Ironhide's rank. Her brown cloak covered the rest of her clothes, assuming she hadn't discarded her Alamo uniform entirely.
Doji seemed to be struggling with all the new information they've learned. "And the Veriol Colonel, the one with the weapon... they went to the Deadlands too?"
"...Weapon." Jaspur stopped, tilting his head. "That's... rather unspecific. What, precisely, is it?"
Ironhide nodded to Doji, then looked to Jaspur. "A crossbow. According to the man we took it from... it is called Nascimedo, Fear's Birth."
"So this crossbow is what's causing the storms?" confirmed Oscare.
"The man was a chronomancer... of sorts." Ironhide seemed uncertain of the specifics. "He used the weapon to channel a spell. Amplified it. Caused the storm like that."
Jaspur closed his eyes, reflecting on the name... wondering if he'd come across it before... and then it came to him. Jaspur remembered that dreadful name in a book he read on the pinnacles of Chrono-created weapons: The nine legendary godslaying weapons. Nascimedo, Fear's Birth, was the last one to be forged. He recalled that the book said Nascimedo, as its name indicates, had the power to induce terrifying hallucinations in its victims.
According to his knowledge of history, Nascimedo was said to have initiated the events that led to the Godbomb. Some claimed that Nascimedo was used to attack a god, or that its power was so great and dreadful that the gods themselves took notice, and that in turn caused the small war that ended with the Godbomb in 4100.
"That's--" Jaspur's eyes widened. "A..."
"Wh-what?" Isaak asked, uncertain if he wanted an answer.
Jaspur muttered, disbelieving. "...But... godslayers are..." He looked again at the officer's face, as if waiting for some kind of retraction or condition, but when none seemed forthcoming, he swallowed hard. "...Dire circumstances indeed."
Oscare's eyes widened at the mention of Godslayers. "Boy, does THAT take me back."
Isaak crossed his arms, saying nothing.
Doji looked around at the assembled group in confusion. "So, are we going after the Veriol Colonel? What's their name, anyways?"
Ironhide was mostly quiet at Jaspur's comment, but she barely suppressed a snort of contempt. To Doji, she said, "Ferries Parang."
"...Is he from around here?" asked Isaak.
Ironhide nodded. "Yeah. Colonel Rombaferre knew him as a kid."
"...Alright." Jaspur narrowed his eyes, staring east. "In that event... our task is perfectly clear." Still looking away, he spoke aloud to the officer. "You said the others were following him? Out of..?"
"Loyalty. Fear," suggested Ironhide.
"Hm. So, if their leader were to no longer be an issue, they would lay down their arms..." Jaspur's eyes gleamed briefly. He glanced to Isaak. "You. How good of a shot are you?"
"Do not shoot Colonel Parang," growled Ironhide.
"Not him." Jaspur stroked his chin, a grim smile on his face. "Can you shoot a weapon from a man's hand?"
"I would not trust a man who thinks with his gun to shoot the weapon and not the wielder," said Ironhide, her tail thrashing angrily behind her. "If you harm Colonel Parang, I will come after you. There isn't a man alive that Colonel Rombaferre cares for more... and for my commander, I will ensure that he remains unharmed."
"But like you said, Parang isn't thinking right! It's that weapon. Isaak would never hurt an innocent person on purpose!" Doji said.
Isaak said nothing, but was staring at his hands.
"I'm tired of explaining it to her," Oscare said wearily, throwing his arms up in defeat at Doji insisting Isaak's innocence.
"You said it yourself. He shot Colonel Rombaferre. Men like him do not change. You put them in any situation... and they react the same." Ironhide pointed with her clawed hand, mimicking a gun. "The adrenaline kicks in. They don't even think about it. That's how used to it they are. They cry it wasn't their fault. But who pulled the trigger..?"
Isaak looked up at Ironside. "It was my fault. I couldn't control myself. I shouldn't have put myself in that situation. I did shoot someone, Doji," Isaak said, and turned to her. "I had just gotten out of a prison... They were trying to sell me, like a piece of meat. And I did it... I was so angry and upset. I was beyond irrational. I wanted someone to suffer like I had suffered. It wasn't fair." Isaak wiped tears out of his eye. He pulled out his rifle, and held it out to Ironside. "I shot Rombaferre. It never occurred to me that it could have been a shapeshifter. I haven't been home in so long. The thought never crossed my mind. It was just another animal, another target, another thing. But I would have done it even if I knew. So, take this. I don't want it anymore," Isaak said, bitterly. "You think with your mind. You take the shot. Someone else do it. Give me time to recover my mind back." Isaak turned to Jaspur. "I know I promised I'd be here, and that I'd help. But I don't want to help. Not now, I can't now... I don't... I'd do my best, but something would go wrong, something always goes wrong."
Seeing Isaak sag, Jaspur rounded on Ironhide, turning to fully face her and meeting her gaze with a firm stare. "I do not claim to know this man better than you do, but from the testimony of his colleagues, I would presume that he would not abide the actions of his current madness. My aim is to devise a course of action in which as little harm comes to either side as possible. I have already promised Rombaferre that if any harm comes to Parang, through the actions of me or my colleagues, the responsibility is on my head. And rest assured I have the same faith in my team as this colonel doubtless has in his." Glancing back to Isaak, Jaspur hesitated, looking down at him. He seemed frozen for a moment, grasping for words as something flickers across his mind, then set his hand on Isaak's shoulder. He cleared his throat, somewhat uncomfortably, then simply said, "Good men may make mistakes."
"I can't remember the last time I was a good man," Isaak said, and he started walking away. Ironhide wordlessly snatched the offered rifle out of Isaak's hands before he left.
"I will agree to your plan," Ironhide said to Jaspur, roughly stowing away the gun, "but I will not have him be the keystone of it. You ask too much requiring me to trust in a man that shot Colonel Rombaferre."
Doji struggled with Isaak's monologue, her head swimming. She watched him go for a moment, frowning. "But, Isaak, you are a good man!" she insisted, trailing after him.
Noting Doji following Isaak, Jaspur briefly exhaled in relief. To Ironhide, he nodded. "...That is acceptable, then. I will find another capacity for him to assist that will satisfy both you and he. Regarding... him, I only ask that you are willing to be proven wrong, should circumstances allow it." His shoulders slumped slightly. "I don't suppose you have any estimate of the relative danger in a night of rest and preparation before we move to neutralize the situation?"
Ironhide's ears flicked, and she shook her head slightly at the notion of Isaak proving her wrong, but she said nothing about it.
"...We would have to be fast to catch up with them," said Ironhide. "But... they would have to rest as well. And they are moving a larger company across difficult terrain. It... is not unacceptable."
"So, they're traveling..." Jaspur made a soft tsk. "Their endgame, then? Where would they be heading?"
"East... to the Deadlands. If they are just running, they have no endgame other than escape."
"Dangerous." Jaspur shook his head grimly, lost in thought. "...but we can manage. The further out, the less risk of collateral damage, too. It seems to me as though we could all do with a moment to breathe before charging out, after all - and I might be able to track down some supplies in town that might help everyone come out of this unscathed. An ounce of prevention, and all that."
Ironhide stared at Jaspur. "You're making a great assumption there... That they'd even make it through the Deadlands. They aren't named that just for fun."
"I want to visit Perlais sometime before we leave, I feel like she could possibly lend us a hand. But I'm going to take a rest before that," said Oscare, jumping in.
Jaspur gave her a flat stare. "Well, you know the area -- and the relative strength of the group -- better than I. Your appraisal, then?"
Ironhide shrugged. "It'll give me time to talk to Colonel Rombaferre before we go. Go ahead and rest."
"Alright. I imagine you'd prefer to make that visit on your own?" Jaspur sniffed, massaging a temple. Ironhide nodded. "...Alright then." Jaspur gestured with his walking stick in the direction he came from. "He's being treated in a nearby hospital. They should be able to assist you at the front desk... If you'd prefer the rest of the day to yourself, we'll meet at the city's border tomorrow morning. Any requests in terms of supplies and preparation?"
"Be ready... to move fast," was all Ironhide said. With a curt nod, she left for the hospital.
Jaspur stared after her, then shook his head, sighing. "I can understand the reason for her emotional state, but... something about her... is concerning me."
Oscare looked at Jaspur. "What?"
Jaspur straightened, adjusting his collar. "It's been my experience that a soldier who is too set in their own way of thinking... might be no better than an unpredictable one." Glancing to Oscare, he nodded. "...My apologies. It's been a long day."
Oscare nodded to Jaspur, thinking on his words. "I'm... going to go rest." He wandered off to the nearest inn.
Jaspur turned towards the alley again, glancing back towards the commercial district. "Once more into the breach..." After a moment's pause, he glanced back towards the other two, standing quietly in the side street, watching.
Isaak had kept walking, Doji following after him. Not even glancing back, when Doji insisted he was a good person, he said, "No, Doji. Maybe I was once. Not anymore. I need some time before I could even come close again."
Doji continued after Isaak stubbornly. "You can't just stop being a good person," she argued. "It doesn't work like that."
"Doji. Enough. I don't want to hear it. I need time, okay? I didn't even come here to do any of this, but I jumped in immediately, guns blazing. Good people don't do that. I don't even know why I came along. I wasn't trying to help, I don't really need the money. I just... did. Just let me go, alright? Maybe I'll see you again someday."
"I came to look for my soul gem," Doji said, looking down at Isaak. "I didn't come to help people either. But I did. And so did you! You helped people in Mioura. Because that's what good people do."
Isaak shook his head. "Doji... I can't even remember the last thing I did that wasn't for me. Everything I've done was because I wanted something or didn't want it. I just... I don't want to keep telling myself I'm being roped into things. I want to know why I'm doing them, or who I'm doing them for. I want a reason, because it sure as hell isn't that I want to help."
Doji struggled with what to say. "There's nothing wrong with doing things for yourself sometimes," she said finally. Quietly. "Maybe... maybe you could help me. Help us. By doing something for you? Something you can be proud of later? Is that a... a good enough reason?"
"...What?"
"You'll know why you're helping us take back the weapon from Parang. You'll know who you're doing it for. You're doing it to help us. And you're doing it for you. To prove to yourself that you're a good person," Doji explained.
Isaak sighed. "I'll help. But don't expect me to fight. I'll run away. I just won't run away yet."














