#cstudy aaron

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The match sizzled just as a roaring flicker of orange flame ignited, swiftly slender finger tips grasped the pastel pink candle neck shoving the flame against the wick. Her lips pressed together blowing out the heat just before it had a chance to sear her dainty fingertips. She closed her hues for a moment, curling each finger inward until six more candles ignited. Each flame dancing to the rhythm of it's own beat, tossing a few sprigs of lavender into the scorching tub of liquid. Stripping each piece of fabric from her pale fragile frame, she sank into the fiery waters. Sapphire hues darting to each candle, her expression blankly following the flames as they grew, faded, and grew once more. Like a game of cat and mouse each one wishing only to blaze bright as possible. A long sigh vibrated up from her throat, closing her eyes for a moment in an attempt to keep her emotions under control. ❝ Are you okay? ❞ The deepest darkest voice erupted among the silence.

Aaron's lashes stayed shut, the voice continued. "𝘼𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙨𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣?" He questioned, ❝ 𝙰𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚘𝚔𝚊𝚢? ❞ The voice asked once more, moving from the corner of the bathroom to the tub side. ❝ 𝙄'𝙢   𝙛 𝙞 𝙣 𝙚 . ❞ She lied, fluttering open her eyes to meet the half-decayed hues of Death. She smiled slightly dropping her head. His boney finger tip moved underneath her chin, forcing her to look at him. ❝ Aaron. ❞ She raised her brows, ❝ What? ❞ His skeleton-like-head tilted to the side examining the blank expression upon necromancer's face. ❝ I'm fine. ❞ She repeated, swallowing the lump in her throat. ❝ Than why do I sense such 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝓸𝔀 in that big heart of yours? ❞ He knelt down in order to get a better look at her. ❝ I said I'm fine, I just want to be alone. ❞ Aaron pleaded, glancing toward the hooded figure.

❝ 𝘕𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵. ❞ ❝ Yes I do! ❞ ❝ If you really wanted that than why seven candles, Darlin'? ❞ She shrugged quickly. ❝ 𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘯 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦? 𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯? ❞ His hues trailed down, ❝ Just give up, Aaron. You know you don't belong h e r e. ❞

❝ I told you once, I've told you a million times. 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞. ❞ She exhaled a half annoyed sigh. Beginning to wish she had never lit the first rosy candle. ❝ You belong with me. ❞ His voice raspy and drier than she remembered. ❝ Just because I have theses abilities does not give you free claim over me. ❞ She protested, shaking her head. ❝ 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘨𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘥𝘪𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶. ❞

❝ Than why did you call for me? ❞ He questioned. ❝ Because I needed a reminder, that 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐡 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 & nothing reminds me of that more than your sorry soulless ass attempting to convince me that I should end it. ❞ Her hues narrowed, beginning to twirl each finger tip inward. One by one the candles light diminishing, Death's jaw dropped for a moment. ❝ One day, you will choose me. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚗𝚘 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚒𝚌𝚎. ❞

The last candle flicked to an end and the figure had vanished. A sigh of relief left her rosy lips. ❝ 𝐌𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐝𝐚𝐲 ————— 𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐝𝐚𝐲. ❞

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The ebony pines stretched in all directions as Aaron forced her way into the night. Leaves crunching with each dainty step, that took her deeper. Further into the vast confusing maze of evergreens that was Beacon Hills forest, however the necromancer knew each twist and turn would lead her toward her hide away. A special safe haven that would allow her to connect with all the spirits buzzing around her. Hoping to release their souls from this earthly plain. The voices began to grow louder and louder, as she neared the small cemetery. The stones carved with names long forgotten came into her view. A small toss of her stomach, caused her to stop in her tracks drinking in the eerie setting before her. Moss gathered tightly on each grave site matching the over grown ivy that wrapped around the large concrete angel statue which sat in the middle of the cemetery. It's gray face and wings had been chipped by time and weather. ❝ ————— 𝕴 𝖔𝖕𝖊𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖌𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖜𝖆𝖞 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖙𝖔 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖗𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍, 𝖘𝖍𝖔𝖜 𝖒𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖘 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝕴'𝖑𝖑 𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖕 𝖞𝖔𝖚. 𝕲𝖎𝖛𝖊 𝖒𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖉𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖘, 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝕴'𝖑𝖑 𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝖆 𝖑𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙. 𝕲𝖔 𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖌𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖙 𝖆𝖋𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊 𝖙𝖔𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙.❞ Aaron took a deep breath as her fingertips grasped the iron gate, slowly she tugged it open with a loud sequel. The blonde grit her teeth to the shrill noise, stepping inside the dead's domain. Her eyes fell directly on the crept in the very back of the small cemetery, it was cracked as if someone had been inside —— someone alive. ❝ Fuck. ❞ She mumbled, dropping her satchel of candles, sage, and other things that could help the dead move on. She quietly crept toward the opening, before peering inside. Flames flicked from a single candle, a shadow danced across the cobblestone wall. Aaron quietly pulled the large door open slightly, the shadow hauled. ❝ 𝙷𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚘, 𝙼𝚜.𝙱𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚔𝚋𝚞𝚛𝚗. ❞ He grinned, twisting his head around to meet her sapphire hues. ❝ How do you know my name? ❞ Tall slender man with bony facial features extended his slim finger in the directions of the grave markings. ❝ Is this not your family crept? ❞ ❝ What? ❞ She took a small step inside. ❝ Come closer & 𝖘𝖊𝖊. ❞ Cautiously the blonde made her way inside the small stone room. Immediately mildew and decay filled her nostrils, she could almost taste it on her tongue. Aaron cupped her palm over her nose and mouth, peering over at the craved stone. The words she could barely read, ❝ I can't see it. ❞ A laugh blew out the candle, and the room was consumed in darkness. ❝ P-please light the candle! ❞ She stammered a shout, immediately feeling a pair of hands run up the back of her head and into her hair yanking her backward into the pitch black. The whispers grew louder and louder as pairs of hands tore at her clothing and hair. Aaron opened her mouth to scream but nothing arouse from her throat. ❝ 𝐀𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐧, 𝐀𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐧, 𝐀𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐧. ꁲꁲꌅꂦꋊ, ꁲꁲꌅꂦꋊ, ꁲꁲꌅꂦꋊ. ❞ They repeated, the blonde felt as if she was sinking, merging with the dirt. Gasping for air, she clawed at the earth. ( 𝙉𝙤. 𝙣𝙤. 𝙣𝙤! ) Her thoughts screamed, as the hands continued to drag her down. Ghostly palms dragging her delicate pale skin down, bleeding wounds mixed with dirt. The taste of earth in her throat the voices whispering all the things she didn't want to hear. She gasped for air one last time, her body riddled with scratches. The earth surrounding the blonde, her eyes fell shut with her last effort to breathe. Sapphire iris becoming milky as the seconds past, ( 𝘯𝘰 𝘢𝘪𝘳, 𝘯𝘰 𝘢𝘪𝘳. 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦. 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦! )

Moments passed her heartbeat shallow, before white orbs fluttered open. Her porcelain skin filthy from the grave. Outside the crept her frame laid flat not yet lifeless, attempting to process what they had done. ❝ Am I dead? ❞ ( 𝓝𝓸𝓽 𝔂𝓮𝓽. )

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— tagged by: @knifewar​                                             

 — tagging :  @gotabat​ @thewailer​

adapted from this post ! BOLD what definitely applies to your muse. italicize what somewhat applies to your muse. repost; do NOT reblog.

𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 .     tries to do everything at once, doesn’t know when to stop and take care of themselves, bends over backwards for everyone even if someone did them dirty, has entirely too much on their plate 𝐓𝐀𝐔𝐑𝐔𝐒 .     idealistic, spends a lot of time trying to impress others, doesn’t like to apologize, eating is a coping mechanism or just addictive personalities in general, a tad codependent 𝐆𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐈 .   the most flip floppy people ever, what’s today’s mood?, never apologizes, in denial 90% of the time, their way is the highway, desperately needs a break, they have a hard time setting goals because their goals scare them 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑 .    the literal meaning of i’ll give you the shirt off my back, isolates themselves in fear of someone hurting them, wants to change but is scared of change, complains a lot but never takes advice people give them 𝐋𝐄𝐎 .     no one takes them seriously because they feel they always have to portray themselves as the fun one, is actually really sad inside, honestly needs a hug, exhausted always 𝐕𝐈𝐑𝐆𝐎 .     can dish it but can’t take it, rushes everything, anxious, plans their future but forgets to live in the moment, sometimes ignores their friends because they have so much on their mind, talks about themselves a lot and sometimes forgets to ask the other person how they are 𝐋𝐈𝐁𝐑𝐀 .   solves everyone’s problems but their own, is actually really sad and lonely, gets easily heartbroken but tries not to show it, will do anything to justify bad decisions, honestly just wants everyone to love them but doesn’t really love their self 𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐏𝐈𝐎 .     easily set off, will give anyone the cold shoulder at any time even without reason, keeps a lot in, so observant that they often times find out things that hurt them, too many “what ifs” swirling in their heads, has trouble showing their true selves 𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐔𝐒 .     impatient, brash, commitment issues, body issues, doesn’t realize they don’t need to change for anyone, has a lot of different goals to a point where they get overwhelmed, just wants to disappear and do what they want without anyone questioning them 𝐂𝐀𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐍 .     scared people won’t like them unless they’re at the top of their game 24/7, takes a lot for them to talk about their feelings, secretly struggling, fake happy, needs a plan but doesn’t know what that plan is, confident but insecure at the same time, wants to be stable but sometimes wishes they could drop everyone’s expectations of them and live normally 𝐀𝐐𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐔𝐒 .     gets heartbroken like 30 times a week, trust issues, can be unmotivated and disinterested, feels they have to adapt to every person they meet so they can be liked, doesn’t know how to tap into their emotions despite being very intuitive, confused, expects little 𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐒 .     empathetic often to a point of no return, plays the victim, doesn’t know when to say no, cynical, hermit, is very impatient, trusts everyone too much, can be secretly very critical and judgmental, can only tolerate maybe ten minutes of social interaction, needs a lot of validation

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Ｈｏｗ ｄｏ ｙｏｕ ｎｅｅｄ ｔｏ ｂｅ ｌｏｖｅｄ?

𝐃𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐲, 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐯𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐚 You are a very passionate person. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘰 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘺, and that definitely includes love. You need someone who will match that passion, that intensity. You need someone who will care about you as much as you care about them, but you have a hard time finding that. You're usually the 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚, and it's sad sometimes, but it's okay. But you will find someone who loves you just as much as you love them.

tagged by : @gotabat tagging : anyone who wants to do it.

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𝙷𝙾𝚆 𝙳𝙾 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙱𝙴𝚂𝚃 𝙻𝙸𝙺𝙴 𝚃𝙾 𝙱𝙴 𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴𝙳 ?

𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬

you want to be chosen and for it to be on purpose & to last a while. at least the length of a good long car ride. and then another one back to where you came from. it is the contained intimacy of sharing music and sharing food and sharing time while the world flies by. while the world isn't inside along with you. car rides exist outside of time, they are a pocket of memory we build ourselves into. they linger afterwards. you want that. you want the screaming music and the weird conversation by the beach at 3 am. you want to be wanted and for the world to stop for a while. 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙗𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙚. i hope you cross the continent with a friend or lover that you can share silences with. i hope you end up in places you never thought to drive to. i hope you finish one trip and start planning out the next. tagged by : @gotabat tagging : anyone who wants to do it.

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𝐌𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 you 𝙚𝙣𝙟𝙤𝙮 the 𝓹𝓪𝓲𝓷𝓯𝓾𝓵 𝓷𝓪𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓮 𝓭𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓱 brings, ( OR ) maybe you want so badly for a 𝖗𝖊𝖓𝖊𝖜𝖆𝖑 that 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐢𝐧𝐯𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭, into your life.

Aaron Raven Blackburn / Necormancer / An ocean of emotion // selective & shy, A crafted original muse written by Meghan since 2014. Derived from the mystical worlds of teen wolf, the vampire diaries, lucifer, supernatural, crime verse & more.

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*   EIGHT PEOPLE I’D LIKE TO GET TO KNOW BETTER! .𝟎𝟏. ( ALIAS / NAME ) —— Meghan 𝟎𝟐.  ( BIRTHDAY ) ——   February 21  𝟎𝟑.  ( ZODIAC SIGN ) ——    Pisces (sun) Cancer (moon) Sagittarius (rising)  𝟎𝟒.  ( HEIGHT ) ——    4'11" A literal elf.  𝟎𝟓.  ( HOBBIES ) ——     Painting, drawing, interior design, magicak, cooking, yoga, tarot, & restoration.    𝟎𝟔.  ( FAVORITE COLOR ) ——    Black / Muted Pink    𝟎𝟕.  ( FAVORITE BOOKS ) ——    If I'm honest I love supernatural teen books, anything a little mystical I can get lost in.  𝟎𝟖.  ( LAST SONG LISTENED TO ) ——    California Vibes by Alex Skrindo & KLARA (Sap shit okay? I'm in love what do you expect?)  𝟎𝟗.  ( LAST FILM OR SHOW WATCHED ) ——   Alice in Wonderland (2010) We're all fucking mad here.    𝟏𝟎.  ( INSPIRATION FOR MUSE ) ——     I usually draw insperation from painful times in my life, or just from my dreamy mind. Spooky movies help as well, crime shows if I'm working on detective Aaron.     𝟏𝟏.  ( STORY BEHIND URL ) ——    xbadluckbaby, is a quote from this song by xylo called Afterlife it's basically a form of saying that badluck follows Aaron around and she'd be better off dead. (wow that was dark.) TAGGED BY :   @boysarcasm TAGGING :   @thewailer , @fatalruin  & anyone else who wants to !