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[pegtl]

i have been very normal about my @untitledrockstar-if mc for the last 4 days

🪡 𝗛𝗔𝗥𝗟𝗢𝗪  𝗣𝗜𝗡𝗚𝗬𝗔𝗡  𝗬𝗜  ( ruthless / vindictive / ravenous ) :  on  ozempic  but  still  hungry  for  More  !!!  her  chinese  name  roughly  translates  to  “hold  the  fort”  or  “defensive  mountain  range”  (  屏岩  :  屏  n.  screen,  v.  to  shield,  岩  n.  rock,  cliff,  mountain  peak  )  and  that  has  Definitely  not  psychologically  affected  her  throughout  her  life in  Any  Way  <3  .  spotify  /  pinterest  . + extra hcs below the cut !

cdan pseudonym: the two-toned terror

letterboxd 4: ( she has practiced for this !!!!! ) in the mood for love ( 2000 ), i stand alone ( 1991 ), drive ( 2011 ), lady vengeance ( 2005 )

best quality: [ according to her ] her laser death beam stare, [ actually ] her confidence 💜

worst quality: [ according to her ] nothing :))), [ actually ] her tendency to nickel-and-dime everyone

still working out the entirety of her tattoo collection ( post incoming i'm sure!! ) but she's got at least 12, several of which are fandom/nerd ones that she is now a little embarrassed by

first thing she got for herself with ronan's money was lasik. she barely qualified

very insecure about her real full-bodied laugh, so she always ends up pressing it into r's shoulder or neck. she'll only actually laugh when they're alone together. everyone else gets (1) a Sensible Chuckle, (2) a Wheeze, or (3) a Harlow I'm Watching Your Stream Bruh Why You Tryin Not To Laugh

always fucking cold. unrelated, refuses to wear anything that extends past mid-thigh

must deliver a northernlion style rant to r before bed once every 10 business days or else she will explode

r does not have to suffer alone because actually she talks to Everyone this way, irl and online to stans and antis alike <3 went mildly viral for the equivalent of this rant ( up to and including " 'she looks so skinny while crashing out' thank you that's the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me " )

IDEALLY her career would be very 𝗄atseye-esque where the gp is like 'wow she's so talented and pretty!' but she just keeps putting out peepee poopoo dubai chocolate labubu hyperpop that really only works in a festival setting and so nobody takes her seriously as an Artiste

and her peak would be doing a gap commercial dancing to someone else's song

but if she and her team were actually competent she would hit the ground running with brat harlot summer

honestlyyyyy kind of more enamored with planning someone's downfall than the actual downfall itself. except when it comes to r. in that case she's dragging them both down into a death spiral, just to make sure he actually hits the ground💜

approximately fifteen hours after the vegas wedding? more likely than you think!

rip to ???? but just because she's got their first initial tattooed right above her heart Doesn't mean she won't use them just to torment the love of her life :( sorry not sorry about it

refs / inspo: [ personality-wise ] 𝗆ai ( 𝖺tla ), 𝗋eze ( 𝖼hainsaw 𝗆an ), 𝖺my 𝖽unne ( 𝗀one 𝗀irl ), 𝗆addy 𝗉erez ( 𝖾uphoria ), 𝖼ristina 𝗒ang ( 𝗀rey's 𝖺natomy ) / [ appearance-wise ] 𝖼hiyuki ( 𝖽eath 𝗉arade ), 𝗌eeun ( 𝗌tayc ), 𝗆egan ( 𝗄atseye ), 𝗄irara 𝗁oshi ( 𝗃jk )

[harbingersecho]

the trophy partners/babysitters/losers etc etc

[murmmers]

and he's just getting started

[sadbastard-bug]

Turned a simple jacket study into a doodle of my mc for Can't Save Your Love From Dying: a IF by @untitledrockstar-if

He's a cheerful dude who has no idea the relationship he's basically built his life around for the past couple years is about to collapse.

Poor Harlow...at least he'll get his childhood friend back! Though he is the one who ghosted them after getting into said relationship so...

I'm sure it'll work out fine for him.

[vincentvan-ohno]

First is senior year of high school, second is college , and the final would be just before she gets involved with R. She’s still just as smart and anxious now she just likes to have her tits out. Fun fact she had zero coping skills for her anxiety and depression growing up so she was actually really ruthless and blunt (perhaps even undiagnosed autism) and as such had a lot of difficulty making friends. She’s actually calmed down a lot since meeting R funnily enough but that’s because she’s codependent on them and they manage to (usually) be a grounding force so she’s at her nicest during the events of the story

[murmmers]

don't even worry about it

[murmmers]

some bar somewhere

[vincentvan-ohno]

I’ve decided to give her catholic guilt in my head as a treat 😌

I’m mentally giving her a whole backstory and it’s so fun, even if some of it ends up contradictory to the actual story.

Here’s some fun facts:

She went to Catholic school and had detention everyday because she refused to take out her nose piercings. She has never used heat on her hair or dyed it. She’s an art school dropout because her anxiety got so bad she would have panic attacks mid class and just leave in the middle of critiques. She’s a very good cook but very rarely cooks or bakes. In a group with back up she’s a bitch on her own she’s much more quiet and meek (anxiety)