#ctristan

[townofmonstrs]

once-upon-an-englishman liked your photoset +anyone else.

Well, look at this. All eyes on me. I kind of like it.

[tristdom-burleson-blog]

PM || Evansbros

PM: Everything I’ve done in my life has been for you. To protect you, to help you, to secure a future for you. You don’t understand it, and you refuse to try to, but it was for you. And then you took away all worth that had. You disowning me took away all the worth I have as a dominant. It’s fine. As long as you’re happy and safe.

[thatsubmissivesam]

That's not fair. You can't say that. I haven't taken anything away from you, especially not your damned important 'worth as a dominant,' whatever the hell that means. What were you doing when you told me I had to call you sir in public? What were you doing with this, in making me part of your slave labor puppet show? How is this to help me, secure my future, protect me? If this is your version of protection, I don't want it. I can find someone who won't use me, to 'secure my future.' I can find someone who won't force submission on me to 'protect' and 'help' me. I d-didn't take anything away from you. You have everything. You have money, you have a red rose, you have a powerful best friend, you have  your forced submission. Disown me, then, if I've somehow made your golden ticket look a little less shiny.

[thatsubmissivesam]

PM: You keep saying that, and yet I still love you even though I'm not family.

PM: I keep saying what? You can't imagine how much you and our cousin hurt me. Making me feel stupid for not- instantly wanting to fall in line and be a perfect submissive for my own family. Do you know how badly I wanted you here before you came? All these siblings were having their birthdays around the time I came and they- were making them family days and- and just generally loving and caring for each other and- and our birthday came along and I didn't- I couldn't even bare to tell anyone it was my birthday because I hated so much that I was alone, that I didn't have you. And the instant you got here you make me feel like I was nothing, and it broke my heart, Tris. You broke my heart and now I can't even hurt you back and not hate myself for it. I want to fucking hate you but I can't, no matter how hard I try. No matter how many times I tell people you're not my family, hoping I fucking start to believe it too, so you can't ever hurt me again... s-so this fucking three day party where I'm going to be your chair or your lamp or your server or whatever the hell won't hurt.

[thatsubmissivesam]

Clever.

So I'm told...

I-I'm sorry. You don't have to ever talk to me again when we're through. I.. I wouldn't talk to me.

[thatsubmissivesam]

Greetings submissive. You will be spending time serving a party Friday, September 30th, to Sunday, August 1st. Attendance is mandatory. More information will be provided to you within 24 hours. Private: This will be easy if you cooperate.

Friday, August 30th, to Sunday, September 1st*, I believe you mean, Mr. I suppose I'll be on the look out for instructions, in that case.

[thatsubmissivesam]

PM: Shhh. A girl I used to work with. She's a sweetheart. Got married to an executive and moved close by. She bought Sophie last time.

PM: 'Close by..'? What'd you do for her that she's willing to try and buy up your family?

[thatsubmissivesam]

PM: It's a good thing I have a favor left over.

PM: Ugh. From who?

[thatsubmissivesam]

PM: Stay with a group tonight. I'll take care of the market arrangements.

PM: You don't need to save me. Or owe anyone money.