hii!! can you pls do anything with pope, there is a serious lack of pope fics on this app and hes my no 1 so it rlly sucks lol
she makes the evenings sweeterâŠ. pope heyward & cupcake!reader
đčđ§ the cut tends to feel alive on nights like this. where theyâve all sunken into the sand of the bonfire. the airs warm. the trees sway with them. and thereâs no one to tell them off. theyâve kept this under wraps, not a single damn kook or touron tonight.
itâs just pogues, how it should be.
but despite this, pope still feels like he canât breathe right.
heâs a bit farther back from the fire, yet he feels like the heat is choking him. everyoneâs faces are flickering around him. jjâs shouting about somethingâslurring his words to hell, john bâs tossing driftwood into the flames as a girl flirts with him, kieâs laughing so hard with some girls that sheâs doubled over. everyoneâs good.
then thereâs pope. heâs sitting on an old cooler that has long since run out of drinks, his shoulders tense.. almost like heâs bracing for an impact he doesnât know when itâs comingâjust that it is.
and it does.
he canât stop watching you.
you lean against jjâs dadâs truck bed, youâre next to a boy or two with another friend. youâre in pink denim cut offs, where you found those is beyond pope, a cream tank top with a pink bikini under. and of course, pink flip flops. you look awfully sweet⊠like always.
your hair is catching the firelight like itâs been painted in honey. youâre definitely drunk. not messy, just soft around the edges. your laughter spills easier, your words linger just a second too long. and when you see pope watching you, you grin like heâs the only one youâve been looking for all night.
you practically dissolve from the boys trying to keep your attention.
pope can feel his heart start to quicken as you get closer. heâs got to play this cool. youâve been friends for so longâhe should always be keeping it cool.
you beam at him, like you do when you get your favorite sweets. âhi, honey,â you whisper into the warm air around him. youâre half stumbling, half floating. âwhy you sittinâ all serious over here alone?â
popeâs scared youâre going to fall. he gently takes your hand in his and you take this as an invite to slump into his lap. he letâs out a soft groan at the surprise, but his hand lands on your ribs keeping you up right anyway.
you smell like cinnamon, beer, sunscreen, and something vaguely jj. your eyes are like the size of the moon staring down your nose at him. youâre looking at him like heâs the best thing youâve ever seen. he so is.
your eye contact makes him more nervous. he stares off at your shoulder and waved hair, shrugs a bit. âjust.. chillinâ.â he almost cringes, heâs never said that a day in his life.
you giggle, sway a little. âjust chillinâ?â you echo, âthatâs so tragic, p. this is, like, prime living time!â there is definitely something coconut-y on your tongue, he can smell it everytime you speak.
he lets out a small nervous laugh, âpretty sure âprime living timeâ is just you trying to get me and j to dance with you.â
you beam, still. âbut you look so cute dancing, p.â
your words land too easily, like you genuinely mean them. like itâs not costing you a single thing to say them. itâs almost like you havenât even realized what youâve said, but pope does. always does. he feels the heat crawl up his spine and lick the back of his neck, into his ears. jesusâŠ
he tries to play it off, stares down at the frayed rips in your shorts. but youâre already watching him with that open, hazy fondness that makes him forget how to breathe. âoh my god, youâre blushing,â you tease, smiling. âthatâs so unfair.â
pope scoffs, thereâs no heat behind it. âiâm not blushing.â
he so is.
âyou so are. itâs so cute! youâre literally red.â
you reach out for him, your fingertips brushing his jaw, his cheekâhe swears the world goes quiet around you two. even the music fades, replaced by the sound of the ocean and your small, sleepy laugh. he can feel jj watching you two from the fire, heâs probably got a fat smirk on his face. idiot.
âsee? youâre warm, p,â you murmur.
popeâs freaking frozen. the logical part of him, yâknow, the one that always calculates, reasons, rationalizes⊠has, well, very much disappeared. all he can think about is how close you are, how your eyes donât look like youâre joking.
he takes in a breath, âcupcake..â itâs become a new name for you in the last few months. blame jj. heâs apparently creative now.
âhmm?â
pope should tell you that youâre drunk. that you wonât remember thisâprobably. that this is probably a bad idea for you, that heâs probably a bad idea for you. he should be the good son his father raised and offer to get you home to your mama and sisters. but youâre looking at him like he hung the stars⊠and no oneâs ever looked at him like that before.
so, he smiles. shy. small. careful. not too much, but the kind of smile that means heâs already in trouble.
he wishes he could kiss you.
âyouâre something else, you know that?â he says.
your snort a laugh, leaning your head forward and against his shoulder. he can smell the product in your hair, something warm. âyou like me though, p!â
well, yeah, he definitely does. this is an ever lasting crush. it kills him every now and then, but whatever. itâs you. itâs enough for him. i guess.
pope doesnât peep a word, he doesnât have to. he really shouldnât either, heâll sound like a broken record. but his silence says everything.
you beam at his silence, face more sleep than awake. you lean into him and press the softest, kinda misaligned, kiss into his cheek/jaw. your forehead slumps into his shoulder, itâs a little aggressive. he winces for you.
but you donât seem to notice. you drift off there, half asleep against him while the fire dies down and the others start to wander their ways home with faded laughter.
pope doesnât dare move an inch. he just holds you. he knows this will haunt him. he cares for you so bad.
he wants you so bad.
and yeah, jj is so fucking smirking across the sand at you guys.
whatever, man.














