melancholy is consuming me

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melancholy is consuming me
sometimes i think
i'm over certain things
but then i’m drowning again
on a random october night
all the feelings, all the regrets
creeping out of my skin
pulling me under
taking my breath away
i have nothing to hold onto
the shore is far gone
land is a distant dream,
peace an unknown feeling.
Might be on the aroace spectrum/demiromantic... Idk I'm still figuring things out currently.
"I've had three different names and a dozen different aliases because of you. And to be an artist, you have to know who you are."
One of the things I'm actually hoping for with the White Collar reboot, is Neal doing less forgeries and more of his own original artwork.
I feel he would no longer lack in the identity department. He would know exactly who he is. I say this because he could only rely on aliases for the sake of his survival. He could never carry his real name due to his final job with the Pink Panthers. And so... perhaps his own fake death provided him with that very answer. Perhaps he finally knows who Neal Caffrey is.
I'm thinking along the lines of don't know what you've got til it's gone, only fleshed out into don't know who you are til you're gone.
Who is Neal Caffrey to a world that has been without him for however long he's been playing dead? Answer me that by giving me some OG artwork.
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not having interest in a tumblr favorite tv show always turns mild indifference into hate