Hello! Ive veen reading your writings and i love your work! May i please request a trans!reader dating Jason Todd but only realizing theyre trans (ftm) somewhere during the relationship and then breaking up with him bc theyre scared Jason wont like them anymore. Eventually when reader doesnt want to give an explanation they crack and tell him. Jason being Jason just comforts reader and tells them its okay he loves them anyways. Pls i am so sorry if this is too long and specific i was definitely in an angst with comfort mood while typing this. Of course it is completely your choice to write this! Thank you for reading and I hope you have an amazing and a wonderful day! :)
Jason Todd X Trans!Reader
!Warnings!- if you aren't comfortable reading fics about a trans read, then keep scrolling! other than that maybe some angst and comfort.
I hope I did this request some justice, and I hope readers enjoy it.
Dating Jason has been one of the best times in your life, it was almost the perfect relationship for you guys.
Dates were fun and well thought out
He had trust in you, which for him is rare
You guys had met through his older brother Dick, you were being targeted by someone for god knows what. But you needed protection, and Jason has many places to lay low. and from there the relationship formed.
after a few years of dating, you noticed that you weren't being honest with yourself. The outside appearance did not match the inside, to be honest, it scared you a little bit. And in this panic, you had decided it would be better to leave Jason, and maybe navigate what you were feeling alone.
Breaking up with Jason was hard,
"Jason, I know this is coming from out of left field but I think it's best that we break up."
"Why? was it something I did? is this because I'm the red hood?"
"No Jason, it really has nothing to do with you, this is because of me. you've done nothing wrong"
"Can I know what you think you've done? I need a clear answer"
"I don't have a clear answer, I don't really understand what's going on with me yet either."
"so no explanation?"
"I'm sorry"
it took a lot for you to walk out of the door, and drive yourself back home, you stared in the mirror a lot, and then looked away. it wasn't easy, the break up with one of the sweetest men you've ever known, and to see that the outside is not what you feel it should be.
You used an ace bandage to wrap over your sports bra, as a makeshift chest binder, You had know you were trans right now, but that didn't make your feelings any better, only slightly better.
But a week after the breakup Jason had enough, he needed to know what is going on. He drove to your place to see you, he knocked on the door instead of using the key he still had, and when you came to the door Jason had a spike of fear in him, you looked like you've been kinda upset. But you let him in.
"Hey"
"Hi Jay, What are you doing here?"
"I, I just need an answer as to what is exactly happened. we were happy or so I thought and then suddenly you end it. I just need to know why''
"Jason, I'm"
"I want an answer and not just some runaround."
''Jay I'm transgender"
he looked at you and then let out a laugh
"that's why you broke up with me?"
"I was scared Jay, That's why I did what I did. I was scared about what you would think about me, and I was just scared about what it means for my life. it's not a small change. I thought it was better to go about this on my own."
Jason just pulled you into his arms and cradled you pressing your head to his chest
"I love you, but sometimes you're stupid. I love you, and you being trans isn't going to stop me from loving you. You won't be going through this alone, I love you. And I'm not going to leave you alone, besides who else is going to make inappropriate jokes."
you let out a small chuckle, he of course will make terrible jokes at the worst timing.
"I know Jay, and I'm sorry for just breaking up with you."
"No it's okay, you were scared and I don't blame you. I wish you would've just talked to me first but I totally get it. I can't judge you, I came back from the dead and decided I wanted Bruce dead instead of being rational. Fear can make us do strange things"
and he did get it, he was by your side for everything
If you want to cut your hair? he's right there cheering you on
buying new clothes? he's there to provide his opinion and cheer you on
thinking about making surgical changes or not? he's right by your side, he's supportive no matter what you choose.
he's right by your side for all of your changes.
if/when you're ready to change your name? he's there making jokes about you choosing the name Jason.
"common it's an awesome name, and have you met me!"
"I'm not picking Jason as a name, that would be kinda awkward in bed"
"Alright, fair point that would be weird"
his family is ready to fight anyone who wants to purposely misgender you or deadname you.
How do you think the batboys (+ possibly Bruce) would react to a male SO having an inappropriate emotional response. Specifically laughing as a reaction to pain/extreme emotions. Not being able to control it and seeming hysterical. - ⛓
Jason
Looks at you like you’ve grown a second head
Offers some pain meds or a trip to the cave to help
Might say some shitty jokes if it happens in public
If it’s because you’re frustrated
He will physically remove you from the situation
If it’s lack of sleep causing the frustrations
He will Sedate you himself
But sometimes he’ll repeat joke you never laughed at
“Now you’ve laughed at my bad jokes!!”
“I was frustrated/ in pain, it doesn’t count!!”
“Well it counts to me!”
Dick
The first time it happened, he duct tapped your mouth
Not his smartest move but also not the dumbest either
Calls his father
A therapist
Maybe a priest, because possession
Sometimes you’re frustrated and it happens
Sometimes you’ve been thrown into a wall
And it scares anyone who’s hurt you, or in the vicinity at the time
It was worse when you were in school, at the library.
But will still hold you, or offer comfort in a way of your choice
Damien
Just looks at you, and maybe offers some kind-ish words
Offers to knock you out
Tim
Will try to distract you
Will take naps and help you take breaks
Like Jason might crack a few jokes just because you’re already laughing
Bruce
First makes sure you’re mentally sound enough
Helps fix or takes you to a doctor
Has used a sedative on you
Has carried your laughing body all the way to your room
Tells you horrible jokes just to see if you stop laughing
A/N: I hope you liked it, sorry it took so long to get out
I took my state boards today, and omg the stress of it all. My anxiety went through the roof, the wait after exams for finding out if you passed or not sucksss!
