True Beauty ep 12 and my own experience
After watching this episode it reminded me of my Jr high days where I was friends with some Koreans and although I was not bullied I was kicked out of the group. Till this day I still don’t know why I was kicked out. At that point I was really sad because they where really the only friends I had. Seeing how Soo-ah reacted I felt that. Till this day I still cant really trust anyone because I feel like they will leave me. they made me not really want to have friends anymore and to just be left alone. In uni I really tried to put myself out there and make friends and I guess I did but because of who I am I feel that I am still not very close with them. I still want to just be by myself. I think it hard to find friends that are interested in Kpop in the smaller city. I do have to say that watching this shows take on makeup and how you can gain confidence is making me want to wear makeup more so that I can possible gain more confidence in myself. Some people don't like the makeup perspective but I do think that it is good in that yes you should love yourself without makeup but the makeup i think can help anyways this is just my two cents on this ep and how I feel about this.
