it's about, 6.55 in the morning here while i'm writing this, and i am writing this because i just read the post-award-celebration post like 15 mins ago.
the fact that you managed to post it so soon after the awards is impressive itself, but the way you've managed to express all the emotions, that are currently all over the place, the way you were able to describe things and actions that are so so accurate of each member, so heart warming and loving.
i just wanna give you some extra hugs and kisses.
seungcheol's part in that post.
i do not know how i can explain the fact that i had to zone out right in the beginning with the way i felt my heart overflow with love. it took me 5 mins to finish reading just his part. the part that struck me the most?
"but once that's all done, he's at your front door..."
i had to, physically, sit there for some time, understanding how you managed to make me feel some intense emotions with just one sentence, that seems ordinary in any other context. but here, it's nothing much ordinary. it's seungcheol. it's the way he comes running to you after he's done with his work and his duties (that he does with atmost love) because you are the safe space for him. the place he doesn't have to be on alert, or at his best, trying to calculate everything. with you, he can be just a guy who loves you deeply, and who keeps him on ground even while he's soaring up high. you're someone he knows will always be cheering you on, but also the one who will always provide the comfort he's craving for, especially during times like these, when he's overwhelmed with emotions (in the best sense of way), and just wants to calm down, relax now. you're someone with whom, all the day's thoughts, that were being silenced by the day's rush, comes up with, and he can just sit there and silently digest each one of them, while you sit by his side. you're the peaceful sunset to this chaotic day.
and you managed to do all that, in just a sentence.
i know i am unable to express my emotions through words as beautifully as you, and even if you deny it, i will continue believing so. you do an amazing work at it, and i hope you know how much i'm in love with your expression of words. i was going through your reading account just a few minutes before typing this, and i came across your rb of user seungcheorry's post (another writer I absolutely love love love) and how you said that you want to be able to articulate as well as them. but i just wanted to say, you already are. you are already doing it so beautifully. you're both so so special, and i hope you know that. and if it needs me to be reminding you that everyday, I'll gladly do it.
i've spent the better half of the past eight hours just thinking of this ask because RIS : (... it's one thing to hear such kind words about your writing, and it's another thing to have that world expanded on by someone you look up to so much. oh my gosh. absolutely floored, still, by how well you understand seungcheol, and how you think of him with such tenderness ♡ how lucky am i to be a fan of svt at the same time as you!!!
hugs, kisses, all that and more. the same way that you've been so kind to call me articulate is the same way that i hope you're always a little bit happier than me in the day to day. i wish for you nothing but multicolor sunsets and soft places to land, today and tomorrow and all the tomorrows after that <3
