yearning to share bitter and sweet
from the possibilities i think
but as far as i climb i never reach the peak
stroll in the moon's light like it is a halo
reach inside where it feels hallow
chase after God and fill it full
i want to right fear in these poems
hold it in the palm of this hand
read my future and handle it. Dare
leave my self bare on a road to a dream
doubtful nights interrupted sleep
the ideas rush through my mind
i find at times i feel like
the only one who thinks them
then be afraid to share them
more than knowledge to manifest
everyday is a test i can only study to up
grade the next set of hours
and pass only with humility in knowing
the world is not mine. It's ours
a discipline requiring discipline and balance
honest art lies in the search for it
and i must remind myself often
i will move in this space with my arms stretched
my neck bent towards heaven
hold my breath in syllables and rhymes
creating wells up like tears in my eyes
and the music to the truth in this voice.
This life of creativity is a choice
the riches are embedded in the words
and the hearts of people who welcome them
to walk in the unknown is an act of freedom
the fear is less when i walk into it
touch destiny with my fingers to feel where it fits
hold it like a pen to write i was here
only because i grappled fear without fear
tomorrow i will wake where i am ready for art and life
and i will write like it is my first time
with nothing but a piece of my heart to read
and an art that won't leave me.