#d.ask

[armandgender]

your tags on that potions post... armand getting cancelled on tiktok for repeatedly making mustard gas and telling his followers that he has no idea what they are talking about it hasn't harmed him in any way

literally him gassing an entire apartment complex, committing a war crime, and being like oops teehee

[jomjams]

sometimes i wake up in the morning and see all the nice things u wrote in the tags while i was asleep and i just want to go straight back to bed because that’s it, my day has already peaked, literally nothing else that happens today will make me feel so happy and warm 💙🥺💞😳👉👈🥰💕😭💙

ellis i love your so so so much!!!! it is what u and your BEAUTIFUL GORGEOUS gifs deserve 💕💕💕💕 and u are so sweet and kind and encouraging to everyone in your tags, im doing the bare minimum here

💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

[armandgender]

tumblr suggested your blog to me like this so i followed you bc i laughed

omg maybe I should put that pic on my hinge profile

[armandgender]

beer <3

I forgot I reblogged one of those “tag me” posts so this looks like you just randomly sent me “beer <3” which is sending me

[armandgender]

what are your ultimate spn fic recs? like, great writing, great plot, great characterisation, instant favourites?

my top 8 right now because i couldn't pick 5:

Fracture mechanics - very angsty post 15x18 fix it. one of those fics where it's hurt/comfort except the author is the one hurting and then comforting you

Spirit of the west - AU, Dean is eighteen and works on his dad’s ranch taking care of horses. Cas, a childhood friend, comes back to town. teen_dean's writing is always phenomenal

Canticles - what happens after dean and cas leave the brothel in free to be you and me. i regularly go back to this fic just to feel the heartache all over again Where black stars rise (also by teen_dean)- dean and cas explore a canyon. Interstellar vibes. Cas wears cute little hiking shorts

Swimming with the fish pond fish - amazing shorter (25k) post canon fix-it fic with trans dean

Psalm 40:2 - after 15x18 cas goes back in time to meet stanford era dean. Angsty. Young dean is like a fragile little bird i love him so much

You and me and the war of the end times - endverse grace shotgunning fic + jupernatural!

Put them in a box somewhere - 5k, technically a Mary fic but also a kid Dean study. consider it a backstory to why dean was so interested in those ballet shoes

others that are also amazing:

So Says the Sword - Cas is ordered to watch over the michael sword and ends up falling in love with him (of course)

Everyone’s a critic - fluffy AU with a lot of miscommunication. Dean runs a restaurant, Cas is a food critic who calls his garlic bread closeted

Games of skill and fortune - I haven’t actually read this one in a couple of years but I remember really enjoying it. Dean says yes to michael. 

In the shadow of your wings - the one where cas gets an italian boyfriend

If wishes were horses - postcanon fix-it by thee teen_dean who cannot miss

The reddit thread fic 

Angelus cruorem - just a horny fic where dean drinks cas’ blood

Here, bullet, here - angsty and excellent dean study 

Let the old ways die - au where dean is in a band and cas is an ex music producer who now works on a farm. This fic made me go sit on a log in the sun and listen to music for an hour 

Seek to know you better - dean and cas go through those questions that are supposed to make you fall in love. But, you know, they’re in love the whole time anyway 

Take the bones, begin anew - everything you could want from a fix-it fic

All this and heaven too - author describes it as a love letter to every trans person who ever projected onto dean. i go back to it a lot :^)

[armandgender]

Lexapro

me taking my lexapro

[armandgender]

ken jennings bisexual??????

I’m watching celebrity jeopardy and while announcing one of the categories he was like “something not many people know about me: I can go both ways”

like could be a misha collins type situation but he doesn’t seem like the type??? Im just gonna take it at face value

[armandgender]

💖Just a gentle nudge to remind you that you're not just existing—you're thriving, even on days when it doesn't feel that way. You're a one-of-a-kind force in this world, bringing light and love in ways you might not even realize. You've overcome so much, and you should be proud of every step you've taken, no matter how small. The world is better with you in it, and you've already made such a difference just by being you. Keep going, keep growing, and never forget how important you are💖

The fact that you sent me this right after I changed my name in real life