This is random, sad, lame and might make people feel awkward but I’ve been slowly going back through my likes and I reached the good old day of 2012 when I first joined this site.
And there’s just so many covos and posts back and forth with the first “internet friends” I have had and it’s just so PURE and make me so fucking nostalgic.
Like we would literally be messaging each other utter nonsense about QAF and our teenage woes at 4am and now it’s like most of those blogs don’t even exist anymore.
And now I’m just looking at posts from the strangers I used to talk to when I was 17 - Cat, Milo, Sarah, Chesea, Tarah, Denise and others I’ve probably missed - and I don’t know what happened to yall but I went from fucked up 17 year old to sad as hell adult and like
Tumblr itself is basically dead. The QAF fandom is basically dead. I stil love it and honesty think about it every day but as far as new stuff goes I don’t feel that passionate about ANYTHING anymore. All other fandoms have basically died - EVEN SUPERNATURAL IS FINALY ENDING WTF
Not to mention, like, the world at large is also a big fucking never ending dumpster fire and it’s led by two white bigots in toupes that are both a real life health hazard and I just
I hope everyone came out okay yknow. I haven’t yet. I mean I’m doing alright but there’s alot of shit left to figure out and even though i would NEVER want to go back to being a sixth former (that was a more superficial hell lbr) I’m just feeling nostalgic as hell about the internet and the world and how much smaller it used to feel.
I’m grateful we got to grow up before shit really hit the fan and for me alot of that growing up happened right here and we did it together so
I just hope everyone is doing okay. And if I tag you (idek if that shit works anymore???) and you have no recollection of any of this then it’ll probably freak you out and I’m sorry but that just amuses me so
gonna do it anyway
idk. namaste ya twats