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So. My dad just got married to “mom #4″ (his words), and the event of my whole family gathering in southern California for it was just a trainwreck of astronomic proportions. This doesn’t even cover it -- my poor sister got the whole brunt of it. Also, so thankful that Adrian still wants to be with me after witnessing the true nature of my family.
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i was listening some music on my ipad and suddenly "Evenflow” by Pearl Jam started playing, this song reminds me so much of my dad, we use to listed to it while driving from school to the house.
i don't know why but i just started thinking about a particular memory, my dad passed away on October and my boyfriend's brother married on December, i remember that when i saw the bride waking down the aisle with her dad i broke down in tears that once the ceremony was over i had to just run away from there, i had such a horrible anxiety attack.
just thinking that i would never have the chance of walking down the aisle with my dad, or having our dance at the reception just broke my heart into pieces.