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some days my adhd makes my brain go very fast and i can get tasks done so fast and im going from task to task and doing well and other days i can’t do anything but stare at cracks in the wall and fidget and draw little neon galaxies on my hands and it’s very hard to predict what kind of day i am going to have which can be frustrating
adhd culture is
using oddly specific words to describe the thing that you can’t think of the name of. example: word = sleeve “it’s like the thing,, yknow the sock, but it’s on your *slaps arm repeatedly* your, your arm, it’s, yknow what i’m talking about right? it’s warmer, fuck what’s it called”
driving with adhd is fuckin wild. everything will be chill and then i’ll notice i’m driving 20 miles under the speed limit and staring at a bird.
having a shit memory
is so wild. like did i take my meds today? will i be distracted all day? who knows. or, did i already take them and what if i take two doses and have HELLA focus.
sometimes i think i shitpost for like cLoUt or to be ~quirky~ but then i remember i have like 2 active followers so that’s not possible. tumblr is basically my diary. we loVe that for me. also i hate people who think saying “wow you’re so quirky” is a unique or funny insult, like i was talking with my ap psych teacher about having adhd and this asshole yelled “WOW YOURE JUST DO QUIRKY ARENT YOU EMILY” like,,,,,, uh it’s a disorder but sure.
today i asked someone to repeat the question “Do you have an extra pencil I can borrow?” 5 fucking times because i couldn’t process what they were asking me. fuCk my doctor not increasing my dosage of adhd meds. also, unrelated: i cried in the middle of class today.
my brother
went back to college and i’ve replaced him with a small stitch stuffed plushie. we did everything together last year and i’m really missing him today :(
i have big brain energy sometimes. the issue is i’ve begun announcing it. i’ll be trying to do my work in the corner and once i finally figure something out i announce “i have big brain energy” and people just look at me. whoops
