The way you held me last time
You rocked me in your arms
Kissed me liked we used to in the beginning
It was all I ever wanted
You said “I have everything I dreamed of except you now”
But I’m happy
You were cold to me even in my dreams
I have warm sunshine in my skin
No sleep
Hiding behind a veil
I count every morsel that passes my lips
I channel it to control my broken heart
I have people who adore me
Live music in my veins
Dresses cling to me
Bodies shook when the sun comes up











