#daisy's despair

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Friends: you're not annoying!!! you don't bother me I love talking to you!!!!!!! don't worry about it

Me, an anxiety ridden mess: okay............ that sounds fake but sure.....

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i give really good advice but i never fucking listen to it

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oh man i almost want to start shit because i am just so fucking frustrated that i cannot have an ounce of happiness without it blowing up in my goddamn face but that’s unhealthy and i know it’s unhealthy so i’m just going to stew in anger over the fact that people take things both seriously and not seriously enough at the same fucking time and it stupefies me to this day

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HOLY SHIT YOU TWO CALM DOWN YOU’RE FRIENDS CALM DOWN,

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And now my internet has crapped out 'cause Eric's new game needs to update and it's slowing down everything else Fucking hell Someone just shoot me now bc I am not allowed to feel an ounce of anything without it blowing up in my goddamn face

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I really hate when people make really fast judgments about each other based off of like, two actions, and then proceed to make fun of that person when they can still see.

Like. You don’t even know anything about that person - they could be having a rough day and really not need this right now. They could regret whatever action they’ve done and know it’s dumb and you don’t need to shove it in their face.

this happened on two completely uncorrelated separate occasions today to me and I am so pissed off about it. 

I feel like a child being criticized for my actions like... like shit I’m trying to think of an analogy. Like a child who took a cookie, ate it, closed the cookie jar, and maybe left a crumb or two? And people don’t know that “their mom said sure” or “they had a rough day some sweets are fine”. “My parents would never let me get away with taking a cookie myself” does not mean I cannot do that.

I’m not even sure if that makes sense or not but just... I just wish people would understand there’s reasons for every action. Some actions are inexcusable and I know that very well but for fuck’s sake you don’t even know someone’s story. At least try to hear it before you just go off about it in their fucking face. Even if you aren’t talking to them they probably still hear you. God.

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I await death's embrace with open arms,