#daisythoughts

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everytime i log in on tumblr i get bombarded by dozens of orv content and i am reminded that i was obsessed with orv (i still am)

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revelations so bad i had to pull out tumblr from its drawer of unused apps for the past 5 months

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my phone does not have a built-in notes app and the google keep notes is annoying me so here goes my #daisythoughts

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the yearning is catching up to me i fear

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so close please please please let's end this already im dying to be free of responsibilities

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im soooo close to breaking down now i just have to go thru the week i just have to go thru the week

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im so fucking pissed at everything right now that i might just have to read purple hyacinth again

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please i'm just so tired, i can't do this. i don't want to finish this degree knowing i barely learned anything. my mom, always the best, tries to encourage me that as long as i have a passing grade, it's fine, but it's not the case for me. i hope she knows that all those sleepless exam weeks are worth nothing. i hope she understands that if i can't be excellent, then im worth nothing in the field. i hope she knows that my grades are not doing well, im not doing well. i hope she knows about this, that i cant overcome the feeling of being a dumb little girl in a room full of competent scientists and future doctors