Made a choice, honor your soul Be brave, strong and alone Hold your breath, steady the shakes I'm well versed in loss and heart break it's the 3rd or 4th time coming through, how could I not stand up to you? , as you cut in ways that erase my tattoos and place my affection in vain I tried to make it last while fixing all my mistakes of the past with that green eyed girl who I’d hate to name but there's no way you would have taken her place in my heart I hope it kills you She asked Can I come over? There’s something to say this past years been great but I'm going to have to ask you to get out the way. You hide behind that stupid band, drunk friends and hockey games You say it’s what you love but I think you're afraid to change I'm sorry I'm not the answer to your insecurities I never lied, I gave you me, I'm ashamed to admit it, I felt whole , I felt so complete But that's enough of this discussion , just run around Queens holding and touching anyone who'll tell you what you want to hear , because you deserve it I immediately feel bad for standing up for myself, if I don't who will? Who's gonna catch me? I can't afford to need you; it costs too much, here comes the war paint. I can't go back to that place of loathing and self hate. I hope I can be better I want you to be better I need her to be better In my heart, I hope it kills you