#danbithoughts

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sad korean songs that make me want to die

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W4rBZa3xsx8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s52noqUithw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fkYeU5QxSnE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9gJlkYWuvh8

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I try to give all music genres a fair and equal chance

and I'm very open minded to all sorts of music

but 

edm and country music

I just don't enjoy at all I don't know why 

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I think the worst possible thing ever is reminiscing a memory and wishing to go back 

Like have you ever thought back to a time you never fully appreciated and now looking back you realize how great that moment was  and you just relive the memory over and over again in your head, torturing yourself

and you just want to go back so bad that you can physically feel the longing 

it really is the worst thing to desire because it's something you didn't get to have long enough to appreciate and now that it's gone forever

and unlike tangible toys, you can never go back to find that exact memory where you left it and no matter how much money you may have, or how strong you are, or how smart you are, or how determined you are, or how much you're willing to give up for it, you can never get it and it really is lost forever Once it's lost it's lost

and you're just stuck with that hopeless longing and enduring fustration  

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I always lose weight in the summer because I get so lazy to the point where even eating food is too much work

If I try hard enough to motivate myself, I'll eat one real meal

but usually I just drink tea and eat cucumbers 

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I don't think love is ignoring the flaws and seeing that person as perfection

I think love is more like fully acknowledging those flaws and saying "fuck it I don't care I love you and that's all that matters"

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friday, saturday, sunday, and monday without my Troy

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excited to go to the beach

but sad because I'll miss Troy

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one of my favorite feelings in the entire world is the morning after when I can wake up next to Troy and I creepily watch him sleep till he wakes up and when he does he pulls in me really close and squeezes me really hard and I feel my eyeballs popping out 

and also I like it when the worker at chipotle isn't stingy with the guac and gives me a big scoop like u real niqqa thnx bruh