#dani rant

[danidoesstuffhere]

Dol am I right lads?

*[screaming at the top of my lungs in a pillow]*

So like I'm tryna romance a new foe

The foe is Gwylan...tell me WHY THIS ASSHOLE NEEDS SO MUCH STUFF LIKE HOLY SHIT I HATE HIM MORE THEN H*RPER, WHITNEY AND EDEN oh and black wolf because he's a DISGUSTING furry

Gwylan I love you but I ain't doing all dat big bro 💔

Like I have cheats on and getting the stuff to this USELESS FOX WITCH is so fucking hard like holy shit I got fucked by so many brees brotato chip 😔💔

[incorrect-dishonored-quotes]

So I am currently enrolled in college and the all dreaded time of the year is upon me: Finals Week.

As I go into finals week, I want to first apologize for my future inactivity (though I'm sure Tad will keep this blog flourishing).

Also, good luck to everyone else who is going into finals as I am! Remember to study, but don't overwork yourself! Get pleanty of sleep and eat healthy meals to stay energized. The most important thing to do during finals is to remember to take care of yourself!

With all my support (and lucky 👉fingerguns 👉),

Dani

[danidoesstuffhere]

Guys I had a dream that I was pregnant and when I woke up I put my hand on my belly and was so happy it wasn't real

Like don't get me wrong it's just a dream and I know damn well I'm the least parental parent person to be pregnant I can barley take care of myself without getting hurt 😭😭😭

SONION 🥹 WHAT THE FUCK I DO NOT WANT A HOMUNCULUS THAT ALSO LOOKS LIKE ME BRO

[danidoesstuffhere]

HI MY LITTLE RACCOONS! DANI HERE!

I've been feeling very sad lately due to discord and stuff

Two of my friends there just started saying weird things about me

All I did was blocked one because she was racist and rude to me

She started saying stupid stuff about me

And one time I tried to fight back she made fun of me again

It was just a stupid cycle

So that's why I blocked her

But then her friend start doing the same

Calling me weird and stuff

Labelling me as "a obsessive weirdo that talks to themselves"

It was weird and also saddening because these two were my friends for quite awhile

I'm just sad and disappointed at them...

[taechwitaaah]

I just. Yoongi and Namjoon talking like the damn intellectuals they are. I’m obsessed with them and want to be friends with them so badly. Like hi I love whiskey, like a lot, drink with me and talk about philosophical life things.

How Yoongi knows Elisabeth Kubler-Ross’ name and also looked less than impressed at the 5 stages of grief (because they’re bullshit and grief is cyclical and not a linear thing you move through stages to overcome). And gave an alternative of “I just felt helpless, I was really sad,” for those of us who don’t feel denial or acceptance or whatever we’re told to feel to properly grieve.

Joon just casually mentioning a quantum mechanic and blowing my mind saying that most of the things that surround us in daily life are dead objects (tables, mugs, computer, etc.), so life is the abnormal thing.  🤯 But also, I want to debate that in the context of modern life where things are built instead of living in a more “natural” environment.

And fucking Yoongi fanboying about fanboying. Otaku, fan, mania - to be a fan or mania of something is living with love, they know love. Liiiiikeeee c’mooooonnnnnn. I’ve been saying this so much in the last few years about finding the passions and interests that give you a childlike joy or a sense of warmth regardless of how society sees these things. I used to think I should read classic literature because that would make me intelligent but I never actual read anything. As soon as I gave that notion up, I couldn’t stop reading anything that interested me.

[dancingintherainwithchifuyu]

Another Blab about how accident prone I am.

So I 2 - 3 years ago I lived in a golf estate, I picked up golf balls so I could sell them back to the estate.

There was this shallow ditch for the rain water floods?? If that makes sense?? Anyways I kinda fell into that, hopped up stairs to the apartment to get it treated. Well just wrapped because my dad didn't take me to a dr to check it out.

2 weeks later still with the injured ankle, i was using my dresses to keep me up and my ankle gave out under me( the injured one) ...

Another 2 weeks go by and guess what my ankle gave out again while I was in the shower.

I said fuck it and grabbed my dad's old boot he had when he broke his ankle. I think I was in the boot for about a month before I could walk properly.

As I'm writing this and thinking how my parents reacted to me getting hurt vs my aunt reacting to my cousin getting hurt there is such a huge difference.

Whenever I hurt an wrist, knee or ankle I was never actually taken to a dr.

Meanwhile when my cousin gets a sprain she is rushed to a dr, to see if the injury is serious or if it could just be wrapped.

It kinda frustrates me because maybe these injuries could have been treated?? Even scrapes as a kid was brushed off and I was told it's nothing you're fine.

[isweartoerenimnotjaeger]

Hmmm I’m at that stage of sleep exhaustion where I am tired but not enough to actually sleep...

FUUUUCKKK MY BODY IS GOING DOWN THE SHITTER! I fucking hate organizing a con (I mean it is fun but not when it’s your first time and you don’t know what you’re doing). I also like my virtual reality applications class for psych...but SO MUCH WORK I gotta do a week presentation that is literally three hours of talking non fucking stop! All my classes are presentation based. I am inwardly having a panic attack but I don’t want to stop my classes because I am interest in them. Plus I’m starting a new job (YAYYY I quit working at the mental hospital!)

[rhejcts]

king henry vii…. baby…. honey….. everyone dies…. we all day one way or another…. we are all the same in death….. even kings die the same as common people…. sweetie