#daniel zuppa

[danielzuppa]

Questions of my heart.

I spent today reminiscing, Of others days I’d reminisce in, Thinking of you and all you are, It’s amazing we’ve come this far. You are more than anything, You are more than everything, Even on our worst days, And in every worst way, I would want you close, Always closer than most, And right now I want you the most, But you’ve got plans and I’m not involved, You’ve got a future and a new home, I got nights now, all alone. I just stare down at my phone, Wondering if you think of me at home, Or are you staring down at your screen, Waiting to see if I’m writing? Sat eagerly for me to hit send, Then you realise you blocked me again. We’re so close but so far apart, You’re just a call away from my heart, Where am I in relation to you? To get back, what do I have to do? Would it be smart to rekindle the flame? To make you look back and want me again? Knowing the plans you already have, Should I be selfish and change them all back? Should I fight for what I want? Knowing you’d be better off where you are? Though you’d never know a love like this, Should I let you go and love you from afar.

Daniel Zuppa

19/08/17

[danielzuppa]

As you wish

We dance back and forth, Our words on each page. Me to you, you to me, me to you.

We long for each other. I miss all we had. Yes, it’s true. I do. Do you?

I wait for your contact. Your words, your voice. To read. To hear. To feel.

I’ve earned my torture, By letting you go. Is it right? Is it wrong? I’m a fool.

Tell me what you want, I’ll honour it strongly, As you wish, means, I love you.

Just tell me - for a second, Tell me anything at all, So for a moment, I can be, with you.

Daniel Zuppa

17/08/17

[danielzuppa]

Highest Room, Tallest Tower

Asleep behind a thin veil that barely blocks the light, Damned and condemned within this room of voices. Words like weapons gain speed and take flight, Like blades on the ears, covered in venomous poison.

No safety inside. Cannot run. Cannot hide. Even the most beautiful things do me harm. Fill me with warmth and then shatter me like I’m frozen. It takes all of my strength to stay calm.

The darkness is home here, the light comes and goes, Well, I, try my best to be constant. It’s like living alone, as a guest, in your home. When your mind, decides, on all content.

Daniel Zuppa

15/08/17

[danielzuppa]

In time

I see you, all of the time. In pictures. In memories. When you flash in my mind.

Every second just grates on my heart. I’m fine without you here, But not with us apart.

If seconds turned minutes it would be okay. But they’ll turn into years, And you’ll still be away.

I’ll be sat here with someone and a smile on my face. Yet be thinking of you, Cause you can’t be replaced.

But I know in my heart, as long as it takes, You’ll be mine, I’ll be yours, My sole love. My Soulmate.

Daniel Zuppa

15/08/17

[danielzuppa]

Despair

The sinking feeling in your chest as you reach, Grabbing and snatching at nothing but darkness, You fall and you fall and you scream, As the fear takes over and the hour turns darkest.

Deeper and deeper you fall, So you pray for it to end instead of facing your problem, And as you see nothing at all, You stop praying for an end and start praying for the bottom.

Daniel Zuppa

13/08/17