#danni speaks

[castielspahdehrah]

Hey y'all!

How is everyone? Is anyone still here? I've been lurking a bit every great once in a while and I've seen a few fellow Tumblr Veterans return....(C'mon, at one point, this hellsite was a damn warzone and we all know it. LMAO!)

So, I know I was on here last year, talkin' about a comeback, but my whole reality took a sharp left turn at Albuquerque and I've just been trying to survive, as we all are. I'm finally in a place where I not only want, but NEED to come back and be a part of this place again, if I can. (It doesn't hurt that I have the help and support of my besties this go round. Unfortunately, I think one deleted Tumblr ages ago, but I still got @bobby-singers-daughter here with me.)

A few differences this go round:

I'm open to requests. Shocker, I know. LOL! I need to get back into practice with writing again and need all the help, motivation, and kicks in the ass that I can get! The people I write for will be the same as on my "About Me" page.

I'm gonna interact with people more. This includes me stopping being "starstruck" by the big famous writers that I've followed since 2014. The ones with hundreds of thousands of notes/likes/reblogs/followers. I can't go into this being intimidated again. It was stupid then and it would still be a hindrance today. Ain't nobody got time fo' that! I'm also gonna start reblogging my fave peeps and their stories. It's my miniscule attempt at getting the SPN/Criminal Minds side of Tumblr awake again. (Hopefully I have at least a modicum of success) I'd love to tag some people in this post, but from my following list, it looks like the majority of my moots haven't updated in 5-7 years. Maybe they still lurk like I have? We'll see.

This will be a NO STRESS ZONE! I won't work myself into the ground to post PERFECT FICS like I used to, I won't stay up until 5am trying and failing to curate the perfect reblog queue like I used to, and I also want this to be a place for others to come and decompress as well. All the vibes, none of the horrors of reality, if only for a few minutes so we can all catch our breath and then get back to it.

That's all I can think of right now. If anyone sees this, PLEASE, interact and let me know this corner of Tumblr isn't dead and buried. You can even send an anonymous "Why are YOU back?" if you want LMFAO!!!!!!

Here's to my Tumblr Resurrection 2026!!

Love,

Danni

[igot7bulletproofmonstas]

You know when you're on the edge of sleep where you're not quite awake because you can't hear environmental noise, but you're not quite asleep because you're actively thinking about the "dream" you're in and you can move your muscles and limbs? That's where I was this morning and found myself thinking/dreaming about

and an entire fanfic series played out in my head. Luckily I was lucid enough to realize what was happening and I shot out of bed like my head was on fire and my ass was catchin', grabbed my laptop and started writing down the basics of it all. 1,500+ words later, I've got the whole thing fleshed out and I'm starting on it NOW.

If you would be so kind, please pray to whatever writing gods and deities you pray to that I can get as much done as quickly as possible, while it's still fresh in my mind and flowing out of my fingertips like a waterfall.

@ot7sgoodgirl & @kpop---scenarios - if the former could send all of the bestie/wifey love and support she can and the latter send all the extra mojo that might be lyin' around, that would also be greatly appreciated.

Yes, this will cause my two already in progress SKZ fics to be put on the back burner, but I feel in my guts that it's the correct course of action.

[dizzybysix]

Okay but just bc the Mandalore government during the Clone wars era doesn't acknowledge Jango Fett as Mandalorian doesn't actually mean hes not, like the New Mandalorians are pacifist. Of course they dont want to claim the acknowledged best bounty hunter in the galaxy, kinda ruins the look they're going for

[mercvtio-escalvs-blog]

Things that are okay: “I can’t do that because of my religion.”

Things that aren’t okay: “You can’t do that because of my religion.”

[castielspahdehrah]

The amount of good fortune I've received here lately is overwhelming.

After A YEAR, my car will be fixed and plated as early as this Wednesday; late as this Friday.

I found out this morning I'm being promoted at work. "Assistant to the Branch Manager".

My Lyft driver that I usually have take me to work applied at my job and I'm getting a referral bonus.

One of my leads sold for $20K, so I'm getting an extra $200 on my next paycheck.

Aaaaand my service manager bought breakfast for everyone and everyone saved leftovers for me because they know I'm going thru a big housing/financial transition.

I cannot hold all this joy, relief, and peace inside, so I am yet again spreading it to anyone who sees this!!

May you find the exact amount of money you need where you least expect it in the next 24 hours.

May you have all ailments healed or at least put into a decades long remission.

May your dream job call you and tell you that you start on Monday and they'll be paying you double what they offered.

May you always find your favorite food in the fridge.

May you get front row tickets to your favorite musical act every time you buy AND may they be half price.

[castielspahdehrah]

Hey....

So, contrary to popular belief, I am in fact still alive. LOL. I've just been INSANELY busy and working my WHOLE ASS off for the last few weeks. I'm hoping to be more active soon. I also know I have a few DMs and tags...and I WILL get to them...probably in little spurts, honestly.

[castielspahdehrah]

SO.....

Earlier in an ask game, I responded that I'd been going through some shit.

Well, I just found out some stuff that has COMPLETELY turned things around to my favor and I'm the happiest I've been in YEARS!!!!

This happiness and luck and relief that I'm feeling right now?

I AM SENDING IT OUT TO ALL OF YOU! ALL OF MY FOLLOWERS AND ANYONE WHO HAPPENS TO SEE IT ON THEIR DASH!!!!

May you find the answers you're looking for, like I did

May your luck be so abundant, you can't possibly hold it all

May your pockets be so fat that it looks like you've had ass cheek implants

If you're looking for work, may your dream job find you and hire you in the next 24 hrs.

If you have an illness, chronic or not, may your doctor call you tomorrow with the meds you couldn't get/answers you couldn't get/cure you didn't know existed.

May your broke down car suddenly start and run a million more miles without fail.

MAY YOU BE ABLE TO PUT ALL YOUR BILLS ON AUTOPAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HAVE TO SPREAD THIS JOY, I CAN'T HOLD ONTO IT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[igot7bulletproofmonstas]

Yesterday...

I made a weepy, in my feels post about missing BTS and BTS writers on here. What started it, honestly, was seeing 3 writers "come back from the dead" and start posting and wondering how many were still gone. So, to my drafts I went.

I started making a list of writers/fic titles to look for. Seeing those "ghost blog" screens hurt, not gonna lie. BUT! I was lucky enough to find a few on A03 (although the masterlists weren't all complete) and the Wayback Machine helped find 2 series that have always been near and dear to my heart.

Anyways, I made the post. Then, right after that, I suddenly see @jungblue answering asks about being back, then @war-of-hormoan liked the aforementioned "teary ramble", so I immediately sent a message that brings me to this post.

Back then, I was stupidly awkward and shy when it came to the kpop side of Tumblr. I'd been on the SPN side for what felt like centuries, and the atmosphere/culture of the two are startlingly different. I was afraid of interacting with people because of that, and because most interactions would show from my main @castielspahdehrah and I wasn't sure how that would be received.

Well, I've left that ridiculous attitude back in 2025 and going forward, I want my favorite kpop peeps to know how much I appreciate their work and the dedication that comes with it. To hell with which of my blogs that love comes from!! (Besides, both blogs now mention each other, right at the top, so you can now see they are both me.)

Starting now, I'm not only going to be following all the blogs that I didn't before (that are thankfully still around) and I'm gonna make a list of the ones that are gone/can't find, so if anyone knows what became of them (hopefully they just changed usernames?), at the very least.....let them know how valued their work is and missed they are, please?

To the list!!!

@guksheart, @fireheart-namjoon, @chiminiemoans, @thatkpopstan, @iq-biased, @kyut-tea, @minnsvga, @saphirevxhope, @seokkbuns, @itskimtaehyung, @baesoul (I still follow the blog, but it's poofed), @ibangtanthings, @minnpd, @underthejoon, @oppamansae, @hoseokiehopie...

I'll stop here before this post gets poofed. I'll be mentioning more people in later posts because this list hasn't even scratched the surface.

I'll shut up now and go re-read the series I found on the Wayback Machine.